I live in a town where being a bisexual automatically classifies you as gay. No one seems to understand being incapable of falling in love with another man, while still having the desire to dress in women's clothes, feel pretty for a short time, whilst hopefully meeting up with a well endowed man to drop to my knees and make his fat, throbbing cock disappear. If I get super duper lucky, he'll know just how bottoms enjoy being fucked so I may have the teeth tingling joy of being laid face down and plowed, cumming continuously as I'm being plowed. Then, once my daddy's heart is content, laying there, shaky and unable, better, completely uninterested in getting up, feeling so relieved and exhausted. Once cleaned up and back on with the day to day, fantasizing about beautiful women sitting on my face, giving me head, and all that romantic, cuddly, love related stuff that has not once popped into the light when having a homosexual encounter. Now CL personals have been shut down, so now, having an insane urge to let out the inner cockslut, my options are non existent, unless I want to have 90% of the people shunning me for something I can't help. I never looked to find an opportunity to suck and get fucked by another male until long after I turned 18. Somehow a close friend always found a way to sneak in a hint that they wanted to experiment "not to be gay" so they could see what it was like to have someone go down on them and were willing to return the favor cause it was only fair. I'm going to quit smoking cigarettes and possibly stave off eating for the most part until I can save back a decent stack of cash, then make like a set o big titties and bounce my way somewhere warmer, more open-minded. Any suggestions...? |