As happens to many of us Gurls, I had a crisis of confidence and left our community here for a while. I virtually stopped crossdressing and masturbating completely as I was overcome with shame and guilt. I didn't, however, throw away my collection of sexy lingerie and clothes, I just ignored them for a while. Now, over my crisis, I am happy to say I am back, shaving my entire body smooth like a good sissy should, and masturbating in panties on a regular basis. Once more I will plug my anus with my butt plug and strap up my cock and balls with steel rings and leather. I am happy to be milking my sissy penis here once more with you all.