i like to sniff , smell and lick the crusty leftovers
inside the crotch and sniff the rearend of any girls
or womans panties. i sometimes will masturbate into
them , but not always .... I like to get the spot all
wet with saliva and then wear them onmy head , so the
spot in resting agains my nose, so i have two hands
free to finger fuck myself and masturbate. i also like
wearing panties while i suck dicks, it helps the
feeling for me..
I got started with panties , after watching my mom
getting dressed for work in the morning, at the age of
about 6-7 , i think. she would be wearing a white
bra and white panties , or panty girdle , and she
always looked so prettty., sometimes I would wait up
and sneak peeks at her while she did things with Men
she brought home… mostly , she kissed Men and let
them rub their hands all over her , then she usually undid
their pants and got their dicks out and sucked them..
there was a couple times I saw her do that with my uncle ( her brother ) ..
i liked getting into the
laundry basket and trying the underthings on. and
sniffing the crotches of my moms panties. we lived
with my gr.parents for most of my younger life so, i
sniffed my grmothers , and my younger sisters , too.

along with my panty searches and sniffing and
licking, i had an uncle who would visit quite
regularly and always touch me and fondle me whenever
we were alone. I can remember him feeling my dick
through my pants and asking , ' how big is it ? ' at
first i was very uncomfortable with him touching my
dick , but the more he did it, i started to like the
feeling of getting hard. i felt uncomfortable but i
liked the feeling of having a boner. i wasnt old
enough to have an orgasm , but the feeling of having a
boner was heavenly. he would fondle , rub, touch and
press on my hard little boner. one particular time he
got me hard , and then he undid his pants and dropped
his underwear and showed me his cock and played with
it while he fondled mine.. then he said , ' you can
see mine , lemme see yours ' and he started to undo my
pants... i couldnt take my eyes off of his hard cock
sticking out through a mound of brown curly and kinky
hair, i was hypnotized by his cock. it looked so long
and thick and so stiff and hard. ( from that moment on
i was addicted to looking at dicks, soft or hard , it
didnt matter. i just loved the way a dick looked,
especially on someone much older than me.)then, he
knelt down between my legs and took my dick into his
mouth and was sucking my little tiny dick, it was so
hard , all 1" of it. he was frantically masturbating
while he was sucking my dick.... then he stopped
suddenly and backed off of my dick , he cupped one
hand at the end of his now dark red cock, and i
watched as he white milky fluid squirted out into his
cupped hand, i looked up at his face and his eyes were
closed , when they opened , he looked into my eyes ,
then his dropped to look at my dick, which was still
stiff. Then he lifted his cupped hand to his mouth
and licked the insides of his hand for all the gooey
cumjuice. and he said 'you want some ?' as he held
his hand out , i shook my head, no.... then he said ,
'next time.. then.. it will help you grow lots of hair
down there , like me'..... all the older boys had
hair down there , i always saw it when the gyms
classes sometimes showered together. that was my
favortie time of the school day, looking at all the
different dicks on all the boys.. there is
a point to all of this, really ...

Oneday , i was home alone after school. sis had gone
shopping with gr.ma, my older brother was still at
school , football practice, gr.pa was working and so
was my mom. i was home alone , in the basement and i
had two laundry baskets full of dirty clothes , more
importantly , lots of bras , panties, girdles, nylons,
garter belts,.... i was in heaven, i couldnt get my
boy clothes off fast enough and was trying everything
on ... i was so excited, i remember walking around in
the basement , swishing my butt back and forth while i
walked around in my sexy underwear, just like my mom.
my little boner was forming a small point agaiinst the
panties, i felt so good, i felt so sexy, i felt so
real , i felt so alive ..... then i was in shock!!! i
froze, my butt started to tingle , i didnt know what
to do , i wanted to run away , but i couldnt move...
my uncle was sitting on my bed watching me and i have
no idea for how long ... he pointed his finger at me ,
then made the motion to ' come over her ' with his
finger... as i walked over to him, my dick was
getting softer and softer, i was so embarrassed, i
felt so dirty , so nasty , so very naughty.. i stood
directly in front of him as he sat on the bed, he
reached out and took my little dick into his fingers
and started working it , back and forth , pulling on
it , gently , massageing it and talking..... 'its ok
tommy, some boys want to be girls.. some boys should
be girls.. and SOME little boys ARE girls... , do you
like wearing girl clothes , tommy? ( by this time ,
his fondling and pulling on my dick had it rock hard
again ) then i answered , " yes ".... he said , ' i
know you do , and its ok... but your mother cannot
find out , right ? ' ... i nodded in agreement... he
put his hands on my shoulders and gently forced me
down to my knees ... then he said to me, ' be a good
girl , get my dick out and suck it....your mother does it
, do it ..suck on it.. do it '
so i
undid his belt buckle , unbuttoned the button on his
trousers, unzipped the zipper , opened his pants , he
adjusted his cock and his stiff cock was sticking out
through the fly in his boxer shorts ... he placed his
hand on my head and gently pressed my face closer to
his hard cock, i opened my mouth on the way down and
felt the soft flesh brushing past my lips and realized
i was going to have to open my mouth wider... which i
did and once it was in , i felt like i was born to do
this..he kept repeating , ' good girl .suck my dick ..
.feels good , suck it, thats right , suck on it . good girl '
..i felt so good , so sexy, so naughty, so dirty, so
ultimately perfect, ... finally sucking on a mans
cock, while wearing my girlie underwear.. i was in
heaven... then i heard him say ' im gonna cum ' and i
felt the gush of warm fluid hit the roof of my mouth ,
then another , and another , my mouth was fillling up
with his juice..., i didnt swallow it , i spit it out
into my hand , he lifted my hand to his mouth , and
licked a little bit of it , so i did , too... then he
did it again and then i did , but he held his hand
there and told me to lick it all .... so i did ..

that was the start of it
it seemed like about 2-3 times a week , my uncle would come into my room when I was changing into my play clothes , watch me closely , then touch me thru my underpants , he would hand me a pair of panties and a bra .. then say , ‘ be a good girl, tommie, put these on … and come suck on my dick, like a good girl ..you wanna suck on it , dont you. do it .. do it’
i think my mom found out about it because after that , my
mom dressed me as a little girl, complete , with makeup, lipstick, wigs, earrings, necklaces,
, not to mention bras, panties, nylons, hi heels, blouses, skirts , dresses and perfumes
EVERY halloween after
that and i loved it....

he eventually moved away, and i missed that sprecial connection with him, so i would hang
around the Park , by the public restrooms, ( thats where the 'queers' frequented ).. i sometimes would let myself get picked up and sometimes went into the woods and found a private place to suck on thier dicks , or take a ride in thier cars and they would drive to a private place and i would put my face in their lap and feel thier dicks get hard thru their pants against my face and most times i got to suck thier dicks

but that was a long time ago .. but i still think about it and relish the thoughts of my innocent promiscuity of sucking mens dicks ,.. i also had a few special pals ( my age ) in the neigborhood
that when we got together alone we played with our dicks and i was always the one that did the sucking ...