amandacarrol's blog post - The dog days of summer

Well here we are in late August. Labor Day is just around the corner and shortly after that we are back to our busy season at our business. It is great to start making some money again but my time as Amanda becomes less frequent and I do miss Lord Gregory visiting for lunch on my day off. Having said that there are still a few weeks of fun left and I plane on making the most of them.

Two week ago I stopped at the local Walmart to shop on my way home from work. There I found this really cute green and white striped dress from No Boundaries. I could not resist buying it along with two new bra and panty sets from Sofia Intimates. As I made my way to the self serve register there was a store clerk waiting to assist any customers that needed help. As I started to walk by she remarked that the dress didn't look like my size. Normally I get embarrassed and say something dumb like you never know. This time however I stopped turned towards her and held the dress I to my chest and said I don't know I think it will fit. She just smiled and gave a little laugh as if to say yea that is what I thought the dress is for you. Of course there was no hiding it as I had the two bra and panty sets in one hand. At almost the same moment a second woman started past and she said pretty that is a good color for you. I turned to her and said I think so as well. She also gave that I know laugh and smile.

One of the reasons my wife has me do all my shopping in person and not on line is so that these kinds of encounters happen. She is looking to humiliate me in this very subtle way as a means of reinforcing my submissive sissy nature. I must admit that each time it happens I get a little bolder with the interaction. The first time it happened I turned bright red and made some dumb remark about a birthday present for a girlfriend and scurried off to pay. I so love these encounters. Humiliating and exciting all at the same time. Here is the dress and the two new bra and panty sets.

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This week I once again had the time to visit the adult book store. For the most part I have been wearing ladies shorts that easily be men's along with a ladies tee shirt. I have a pair of ladies Teva type sandals and I wear a thong and carry a matching bra in my pocket. This week was a little different. I wore a pink ladies tee shirt along with what was very obviously ladies olive green shorts. Underneath I wore a pink and white flowered thong and a pink triangle bra. When I arrive I always poke around the lingerie which they sell to the local exotic dancers to see if there is anything I would like. This week was no different and I spotted a white nightie that was slit to the busty line on both legs in the front. I also spotted a thong that I thought would look nice with a bra I purchased a few weeks back from HSIA.

Before purchasing them I spent 40 minutes or so in the video booth area watching armature transsexuals give guys blow jobs. I always get so horny and I must admit I couldn't keep my hand off my little sissy cock. After about 35 minutes I heard someone in the adjoin booth. I could see him looking through the glory hole and I showed him my pink bra. He left the booth without starting a movie but did not come to me so I thought he wasn't interested . With that I finished off a big load and started out. Just as I was leaving however he opened the door. I know it was stupid but for me the moment had passed and I didn't stick around. To bad he wasn't your average guy in there. he was clean cut in a dress shirt and dress slacks. Had he opened the door a few moments earlier I might have gotten a mouth full.

After my little session in the video booth area I headed back to the lingerie department were I picked up the nightie and thong and headed for the counter to pay. When I finished paying the very attractive young lady who help me looked at me and said by the way I just wanted to say I really like your shorts. Twice in two weeks the sales clerk had giving me the knowing wink that she knew what I had was for me and not some girlfriend.

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I don't know what it is about these encounters where I am so clearly outed to total strangers that I enjoy and even crave so much. I think there is some deep seeded need to be discovered by the world for what I so clearly want to be. Some day it will go to far and it will be a disaster but until then I am going to enjoy every encounter as much as I can.

Stay cool and enjoy the remainder of the summer!