Deihlanos's Blog

So, yeah.... gender stuff. Difficult to deal with, yeah?

My current goal is simple... achieve at least androgyny, or better yet, be able to pass as a girl.

As body shape and all goes... not worried about that. It's facial aspects that bug me. I know little about makeup, or if my face is even good for this sort of thing. Dunno if I can manage it or not!

So I thought I'd drop a pic here, and just see if any responses happen. Do feel free to comment!

Here's the pic:

So, yeah, online communication... can be pretty difficult.

I get alot of messages from people on here, and quite a number of them involve someone wanting to chat with me for whatever reason, often wanting more pics is one of the reasons, heh.

Trying to talk via PMs is a complete pain though, so I figured I'd offer another option, which is to use AIM. You dont have to use the actual AIM client, there are other programs like Pidgin that can connect to it, but AIM is the place to find me.

I am Zeiram07 on there. Generally, I can be found online during the night, pretty much all night, at least after 11PM or midnight usually (central time).

So if anyone is interested, feel free to say hi to me there! However, DONT just send a direct friend request without first talking to me a bit on there; if you do this, I will think you are a bot and will just reject and block you. This is because bots are VERY common in my experience, and one of the things that makes them easy to spot is that they send friend requests WITHOUT ever talking to the person first. So yeah.... say some stuff to me on there BEFORE sending any requests!

Also, talking to me on there is the way to ask me for more videos that I've done; I cannot link them directly on this site, as they are on a different, competing site. If you want them... and there's a good 8 or so of them... come find me on AIM here, and ask. I'll be happy to oblige!

Well, out of boredom and incredible horniness, I went and made a special image, which is a big collage of alot of photos of my penis! It contains pics of my penis in all kinds of states: limp, erect, half-mast, dripping....

Tried to make it about the size that's good for wallpaper, in case anyone cares to use it for that. Here it is though:



If it is cut off by the blog interface here, try right clicking on it, and opening it seperately in a new tab or however your browser lets you do that, to see the full thing.

Do feel free to let me know what you think!

Note: All of the individual pics in there can be found in much larger form right here on NBN!

Well, it's been quite some time since Ive done a blog post here.... kinda forgot it existed!

My enjoyment of this site hasnt gone down at all though... I still enjoy showing off naked as much as I always have! And I love the comments and messages I get from people.

To start off with, I thought I'd show what some of my favorite self-photos are.

We'll start with full-body pics:







































Aside from full-body poses, I particularly enjoy penis-closeup photos. Both looking at them, and taking my own!

So here's the best ones of mine so far, both erect and limp:





























Well, there we go! Those are all of my favorites of the pics I've done up to this point!

What do you think? Are they good? Bad? Do you like them?

Feel free to comment on them directly, or send me a PM about it! I love getting PMs!

You can also send me a PM if you'd like to see more videos of mine; I have some videos on this site already, but there's plenty more that I made, but didnt upload due to laziness; if you wanna see some, let me know directly!

Hope you enjoyed this!

So, I've been posting on here for quite awhile now.

When I started, I hadnt known what anyone was gonna think of me. Turned out that alot of people seemed to really enjoy seeing me naked, so I've kept at it.

It's a little surprising, too; Im not exactly the manliest guy around... being rather femmy.... and alot of the photos I take are simple nude shots. Granted, there's the occaisional photo of me with an erection, or sometimes a masturbation video, but still, most of it is simple.


Anyway, I thought I'd drop on here, some of the better pics that have come out of this. They're either just oddly popular, or ones that I really like myself.



First there's that one. That one is really recent. Only a couple days ago. For whatever reason, this one is already really popular... it's had a ton of views! I dunno just what's so grand about this photo, but everyone sure seems to like it.



This one is my personal favorite. My penis looks AMAZING in this photo. Which is why it's my favorite, haha. This one was really popular and I got alot of comments on it.



This one was a nice pose. Provided a really good view of my fun parts, haha. All in all, this was a nice photo.



I hadnt expected this one to be popular, but for whatever reason it was. Alot of people liked this one.



Another favorite of mine, this one. This one arouses me, I admit, haha. I've masturbated to it a few times.



And finally, this one was just a really good "basic nude" shot. Lighting was perfect, and all that. Came out great.


So there ya have it, some of the photos that I think were the best ones.

Hopefully someone that reads this might like seeing all of these

Feel free to comment on any of this if you'd like!

So, here's an odd thing I noticed....

On most of my photos on here, the ratings tend to be rather high, and I get alot of good comments.

Every now and then though, I'll post a video. Generally of me masturbating, though a couple of them are more like striptease vids. Where I get naked and play around and pose for a bit, that sort of thing.

These never get good ratings at all, though.... they're all pretty low!

I keep wondering why this is...


Quick pic:



There, that's my penis fully erect.

Doesnt anyone like watching me play with that? So many people seem to like LOOKING at it... you'd think that watching me play with it, and watching stuff come out of it would be exciting too, but perhaps Im wrong? Or am I doing something incorrect with these videos? Quality isnt perfect, I know, but still.


They're such a pain in the ass to make.... for now I'll just do more pics (I've just uploaded some now), but if anyone has any ideas for videos that might be good, do let me know.


Until then, enjoy that shot of my penis up there, haha.

Ok, it's official; I've been masturbating for a full 3 hours now.

Usually I last about 10 minutes.

This is, of course, totally excellent


I've been trying out some new things lately, to make playing with it even more fun.

I dont masturbate in the "usual" way as it is anyway. Most guys seem to do it by grasping it with their whole hand, and violently jerking. I dont do that. I put 3 fingers on the underside of my penis, in the spot that's most sensitive, and then I just move them in little circles rapidly, while my left hand grips the base. Rinse and repeat until I squirt!

Recently though I've found I like having it squeezed. ALOT. I can sit here and just squeeze it, over and over again, for huge periods of time. I like playing with the head, too. Some light stroking all over that part is totally great. I also like gripping it at the base and sorta flopping it back and forth real fast.


And finally, here's a pic for your viewing pleasure:




I really really like that one! I get erect just looking at it. Took that one tonight.... was surprised how well that came out.

That's right, I have a better camera now, so theoretically my pics are getting better. My recent ones seem to have been popular at least.


Though I dunno a blasted thing about cameras. I always get the lighting wrong. And I swear the flash always makes things worse. I should probably learn more about this sorta thing. I find photography fun anyway.

I put up some new pics here tonight, for that matter. Hopefully someone out there will like them, lol. They didnt turn out as good this time.... the lighting in this basement changed and it's not helping at all, it really isnt.


Gee, I hadnt posted here in quite awhile, had I?

I think, I need a random pic here:




That one has been oddly popular. I like it too though, I think it makes my penis look really nice. Admittedly I get aroused by it, haha. Is it odd to look at your own photos in that sorta way? I hope not, I do that sometimes, lol.

Feel free to comment on any of this, of course.

Ok, so, I thought I'd just quickly show a couple of pics here of me in "girl mode". Sorta.

These pics are actually of a costume I use at conventions.... which Im very much into, crazy fun events.... and also just crazy....

But right now, this is the best "girly" thing I have to use. I wanna get more, but....


Well, for now, I'll just show a couple, why not.

These actually arent my "main" outfit, these are the alternate outfit of the same character (whose name is Bridget, actually it's a boy), but I dont have any good pics of the main one uploaded, so I'll just do this.


Here, have a look:










There! Figured it couldnt hurt to show those. Not everyone is gonna really "get" it, but I figure maybe someone might like that here....

Well, I finally got around to actually measuring my penis.


In case anyone wants to know, it's a little under 3 inches when limp, a little over 5 inches when fully erect.


Being that it's freaking cold here, I had a hard time getting it erect..... but still great fun in actually doing so, haha.



Not much else to say that's relative to this site here.... but expect a new pile of pics from me up soon!