Nadia_Chastity's Blog

OMG we sissies know that feeling: after a calm period the desire comes back and it`s so strong that have to show ourselves as slutty sissy whore to men who will jerk on us.

Even when I`m not dressed, I`m a sissy inside and I want to express that desire by sharing my photos. I`m not only a sissy, I feel like a whore! The idea that real men with hard throbbing cocks are wanking because of my body and that sissy behavior of myself drives me crazy. It seems they love that feeling that they are stronger than just a weak sissy with a locked clit. If they only would know that I want all their cocks on me. The would use that and force me on my knees to suck them.

My fantasy is to get forced and being bound, helpless and humiliated on the ground while a group of men stand around me with cocks in their hands. A pimp pushes me to them on a leash I have to wear and whips my plugged little ass to them. I have to say "Thank You Master for renting me out" and he slaps my head, spits on my make up and takes a photo. He tells me to keep that just to keep my discipline and laughs. Of course he will take more photos of me sucking all the cocks and a lot of cum will flow on me. I feel ashemed but even more I feel thrilled and excited! OMG now I`m his sissy prostitute!

Can`t wait to go to the sex shop again. I choose another one, a very big one and I buy another hair which is blonde and I buy finally my little pink chastity device. Wonderful, I almost have all the sissy equipment. Later in the evening I wear the cage and I will sleep with it! I wear it for 12 hous at all and my balls are hurting and the skin is really read the next days. It was too small? I felt horny being caged and nasty and I tried to play with my balls to masturbate. Watching sissy porn and sissification stuff being caged feels really wonderful!

I also learn about sissygasm and the next day I try this. I am riding my pink vibrator, watching sissy porn and play with my caged balls. Stimulating the prostata causes sissygasm, some drops are getting out of my penis, only a few and then some more. I feel this kind of orgasm almost 20 minutes without coming, riding my pussy very hard, feeling the vibration inside and the little milk in my clitty trying to get out!

Not to cum leads to more sissyness. I feel horny, naughty, slutty and like a cheap slut. I need to be more feminine and I need some toys to complete my appearance. So some days later I buy: my wonderful pink vibrator, a natural stap on dildo for blowjob practices, anal shower for a clean pussy, more nipple clamps, another cockring, a ribbon. At home I start to clean my pussy and prepare with my plug, then I fuck myself with the pink vibrator. I am wearing my fishnets and the corsage. I still don`t allowe myself to cum which makes me a proud sissy.

Shaving is important. A smooth sissy will attract men. It`s also important to act like a girl: sitting in the bathroom, walking like a girl. Fitness ist very important to get a good shape. The look in your eyes when you see a man. Look at the place where he hides his cock and play with your tongue. Wear lingerie in everyday life.
Watch sissy porn at home and don`t play too much with the clitty, stay horny. Dress like a sexy slut and take photos again and share them. Get some admirers and friends. Feel like the slut you are.

How it starts

Desires to be sissy are stronger again. Watching sissy porn. Buying corset, fishnet stockings, fishnet body, cockring, butt plug, nipple clamps. Dressing and taking photos by myself, publishing them and enjoying comments. Still playing by mself, still jerking off while riding on the plug, feeling regrets and lust the same time.