A little bit of context, I am 36 year old transgender that lived 35 years of her life as a man in a toxic masculine society that condemns LGBTQ+ community. I moved away from my hometown and started exploring myself until I found out I was a transgender femme. I started my transition about a year ago (May 18th) and at first I was scared as hell to meet people and start having social, romantic and sexual experiences.
With time I manage to overcome my fears and slowly have been meeting with more and more people. The person who which my first experience happened with is a transgender woman and this happened on the second date.
On the first date I didn't know it was a date but at the end of the night she kissed me and I was so filled with emotions that I had trouble processing all of them and collapsed. Later on she asked me out to dinner and offered me the option to stay with her so I wouldn't have to drive back.
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We took it slow, I was full of anxiety and fear, alcohol and THC helped me to ease down.
We had a date before, we ate at a Mexican restaurant and then walked around a botanical garden and the college campus talking about life, transition and random stuff, it felt like we had a connection.
We went to her house and watched a movie with a delicious bottle of zinfandel. I don’t remember much about the movie, I cuddled with her and rested my head on her shoulder first and then on her chest. I placed my ear so I could hear her heartbeat, I felt how her body irradiated heat, she was softly touching my arm and head, I felt safe in her arms, it was beautiful.
When the movie ended she invited me to her room, I was so nervous that I couldn’t look her in the eyes. I bought some time while I brushed my teeth but sooner or later I have to make a decision.
I got back to her room, I remembered I had packed some sexy, red, lace, transparent and long pajama dress. I asked if it was ok to change infront of her, she said yes and I took out the pajama from my bag, she was surprised and made a sensual comment about it.
I went to the opposite corner of the bed and I took my shirt off, I sat and started laughing nervously… she told me to not worry and turned her body away so she couldn’t see me. I changed and she took a shy sneak peek, she was giving me my space and privacy and then she turned off the lights.
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Samantha
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