ShyDeanna's blog post - Dream come true (sort of)

I've helped my wife shop for clothes in the past, but it's generally at a smaller store and a very short time with her. She's unaware that I dress as well as am into other things although I think she may suspect I dress. Knowing her upbringing she would certainly be upset enough to divorce me over just dressing (let alone if she knew I was trying to hook up with men while dressed up as a woman) so I've been careful to spoon-feed small bits to her to slowly bring her to a point where I can tell her (at least about dressing).

We are set to go on vacation soon and we were at a store shopping (separately in our respected gender areas). I showed her a couple of shirts and shorts I was buying for men, of course, when she asked me to check out the dresses with her. My heart almost skipped a beat and I found myself wanting to make a comment or put it off (like I'm programmed to as a man), but I resisted and instead happily joined her.

I was like a kid in a candy store and I caught myself holding a dress up to myself more than once. I went through almost every dress on the rack and commented on them, it was so much fun. I tried to make as many remarks as I could (I wonder if this is my size, I wonder if they would let me try this on, is this my color/style) to see if she would say something, but nope. I was also tempted to tell her that since she was looking for a particular style dress that I might actually have one she could borrow, but I know it's too big for her or otherwise I would seriously present it to her and either make up some bullshit story or actually come clean finally.

It was a fun night and I may suggest that we go out dress shopping again soon! We also looked at shoes, makeup, and other feminine goodies and I could barely contain myself. A number of women looked at my direction when I was checking things out, but I didn't care it was just so much fun but would be much more fun if I would have been dressed and could be Deanna while I did it.