ShyDeanna's blog post - Finally dressed again

Monday, July 8, 2019, 3:27:55 AM
I've been wanting to dress for quite a while but keep putting it off due to how much time it takes to get ready. Usually if I know I'm going to dress on a weekend I get my body hair shaved ahead of time and plan out what I want to wear and do. I've also had a few discussions with guys about hooking up. As much as I want Deanna to soil her oats I do find hooking up with a guy as my normal self almost as hot and way more convenient. But Deanna wants to get laid!

Anyway, I'm being overly careful as this is not only my biggest secret but I also don't want to get a disease or three. I had a close call with a girl I slept with once and I certainly don't want to get something from a one night stand or with a casual partner while I cheat on my wife. I hope my patience pays off soon as the fantasies, photos, dildos, and constant masturbation are starting to not be enough! As much as I say I'm not gay and don't want a romantic relationship a part of my heart does want a "boyfriend for Deanna" and a guy that I can have relations with instead of bouncing from cock to cock (oh my, that sounds hot though!). I do want to experiment though. A threesome with a guy and a girl or with two other guys is something on my bucket list.

That last fantasy played out during my latest photo shoot this weekend. It ended with a vibrating dildo in my ass, my knees up, me on my back, and my large pink dildo bouncing in and out of my mouth. I came very hard and at that moment I knew I wanted to experience that for real. Watching porn with others doing it is nice, but feeling it was great and doing it will be awesome.

Anyway, yes, my latest "photo shoot" just wrapped and I finally got to take pictures of me in my new "professional" dresses. I usually try to get a handful of photos in different outfits but I got a late start. Plus a strange thing happens where I seem to lose a lot of clothes during this and end up with something shoved inside of me (like what I just described above ;O ). I did take some more nude shots and along with filters they look really good. I did put up a new one where I finally took a picture of me wearing a different type of top.

Keep an eye on my pictures as I'll be dropping a new photo about once a week or more. Thank you for reading!

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Blkhunk62 on 16-Oct-19 19:39:51
Deanna you really sound like you've got your shit together about what you want and who you are.

ShyDeanna on 18-Oct-19 1:56:19
I have a pretty good idea of what I want and who I am but I'm still a bit lost. I know what I'm not for sure and that certainly helps things. I'm enjoying who I am and excited and nervous to continue to push forward with this other side of me although I'm waiting for things to fall apart if it come out as well. But, I take it one day at a time and whatever happens I'll handle it.