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One night in 2009 while coming home from a night of clubbing I walked up the stairs to my apartment and encountered my neighbor Darren. I freaked a little because I was still "in the closet' and only going out in my Melissa mode on weekends or when I was on vacation. Darren is a handsome black man with a great build, sexy eyes and a wonderful smile. Up until that night I had seen him before but we never said more than "Hello!" to one another in the breezeway or parking lot. He said "Hey, I didn't recognize you at first. You look great!" I felt myself blushing but I was also excited and flattered at his compliment. I replied "Thanks!" I was wearing one of my favorite little black dresses, fish nets, black pumps, a black bra, garter belt and gaff to hold my cock and balls in place. We small talked for a few minutes and I finally said to him "Would you like to come in for a beer?" He said "I thought you'd never ask!" I unlocked the door and we stepped inside. I invited him to sit down on the couch and I got us both cold Modelo. We sat and talked for a while and drank our beers. Up until that night I'd been going out as Melissa for about a year and had sex with three white guys. I enjoyed giving head and getting fucked but couldn't cum unless I jerked off while they did my ass. I definitely felt a physical attraction to Darren and from the way he was looking at me I sensed he was attracted to me too. I'd always been turned on my straight interracial porn and transgender interracial porn. But the first time I watched Wendy Williams "A Shemale Gang Bang: The Interracial Version" I knew I wanted to taste a big black cock and feel it deep inside me. I thought "Melissa, I think tonight is the night!".

I excused myself to pee. After I peed I stood up and removed the butt plug I was wearing and got out the large butt plug I'd bought to train my ass for my first BBC. I applied some cherry flavored lube to it and eased it into my bum. I loved how it felt. I pulled my gaff back up and walked back into the living room. Much to my surprise and pleasure Darren had unzipped his jeans and was now holding his semi erect nine inches of manhood in his hand as he sat on the couch. I feigned at being surprised and said "Oh wow! Look at you!" He laughed and said "You like what you see?" I nodded and said "Fuck yeah!" I pulled off my dress and tossed it on a chair. I twirled around and wiggled my ass at him. I said "Do you like what you see?" He said "Oh fuck yeah!". I said "Let's get you out of those jeans. Darren stood up and pulled his jeans off. I got on my knees and pulled down his boxers. His BBC dangled in my face. I held it in my hands and said "Wow, wow, wow!" He laughed and said "Never held a cock before?" "Not one like this!" I held him with both hands and licked the head and shaft and sucked on his smooth ball sack. Then I took it in my mouth and began to take as much of him in my mouth as I could. I'd purchased a Sean Michaels dildo about a month earlier to train my ass and gag reflex for my first BBC. My training paid off as I was able to take most of him in my mouth and throat without gagging. Darren's BBC was now rock hard and glistening with my saliva. I held his firm ass cheeks and let him gently fuck my mouth. Like I said, I'd been with three white guys up to this point and between three them had probably given forty or forty five blowjobs. But sucking off Darren brought giving head to a whole knew level. I had never been so turned on sexually in my life. I knew I wanted him inside me but thought "How the fuck is this monster gonna fit in my white tranny fanny?" I could taste Darren's pre-cum and knew he was getting ready to cum. I paused and said "Relax and cum in my mouth when you're ready!' He held my head and moaned. Darren's BBC pulsated as he began to ejaculate into my mouth. A geyser of thick and hot semen erupted from his pee hole. You could've filled a small shot glass with his load. His cum tasted wonderful. I savored it in my mouth and opened up and showed him his semen glazing my tongue and lips. I smiled and swallowed it and said "All gone!" I held his manhood and sucked on the head to get any remnants that were left. I said "Is there any left in there for me?" He sighed and said "Fuck Melissa you can really suck cock!". I giggled and said "And I love sucking your big black cock!"

I stood up and said "Come on lets take this to the bedroom. He took off his sweatshirt and was now naked revealing his amazing physique. His BBC was still hard. I held it and kissed his chest and said "Why don't you lie on the bed. It's been a long time since I have a partner hung like you!" He laid on the bed and I went to the bathroom to get the Trojan Magnums I'd purchased for my first BBC experience. I held the box in my hand and said "Fuck it! I want him to breed me tonight!" I picked up the bottle of lube and walked back into the bedroom. I peeled off my gaff and showed him the pink butt plug protruding from my ass. I eased it out and sucked on it and climbed on to the bed with him. I squirted some more lube into my ass and then a liberal amount on his BBC. I straddled his narrow waist and took his BBC in my right hand and pushed it against my ass. I eased down on it and let his manhood slowly enter me. At first I thought he'd split me like a log but as my sphincter relaxed I found I could take all of him until he was balls deep inside me. I rocked back and forth enjoying the sensation of him and marveling at how good it felt. I began to rock up and down and milk his balls. He warned me that he'd cum if I didn't slow down. I laughed and said "That's the idea baby! Empty you balls inside me!" A few minutes later I could feel his manhood pulsate as he ejaculated for the second time in less than and hour. It turned me on so much knowing that he'd just cum deep inside me. I climbed off Darren and examined his BBC. I was shiny with lube and his semen. I leaned over and licked the shaft and sucked on the head. I kissed his cock head and said "That was amazing!" I could feel his cum oozing from my now gaping pink asshole. Darren sat up, stood next to the bed and said "I'm just getting warmed up! Get on all fours! I'm gonna really fuck you now!" I did as he said. He held my white ass cheeks and slid his BBC back inside me. He held my ass cheeks in his strong hands and began to pump my ass hard. I'd never been fucked like this before and I was loving it. I could feel his balls slap against mine as he worked his black magic in and and out of me. My cock was now rock hard and I began to have my first total body anal orgasm. I nearly hyperventilated as I shot my load all over the sheets as Darren pounded me. He fucked me for about ten more minutes, speeding up and slowing down but maintaining long smooth and steady strokes in and out of me. I thought "This is the most incredible sex ever!" Finally he pulled out and said "I'm cumming!" I turned around and let him jack off into my open mouth. I wrapped my lips around his cock head as he ejaculated again. I swallowed it all and he continued to milk his BBC as I sucked it to get all of his wonderful man juice. From that night on I knew that I was a shameless big black cock whore and cum slut.

I've been seeing Darren for the last couple of months. He's a nice looking guy in his early 30's with a physique like a running back and a magnificent Big Black Cock. The first time we made out and I reached down and unzipped his jeans and took his thick 9" cock in my hands. I tried to promise myself I would only give him a hand job and make him "earn" a blow job or a piece of my white booty. I stroked him for about five minutes and he seemed to enjoy my ability to give a hand job, but as soon as I saw this pre-cum emerge from his pee hole I leaned over and licked it off. That was the point of no return I took him in my mouth and let him tickle my tonsils with his plum shaped cockhead. I unwrapped a Trojan Magnum and slipped it over his stiff cock seductively sucking his smooth brown balls as I did so. I straddled Darren's narrow waist and eased down slowly on his cock letting him go balls deep inside me. I rode him for about twenty minutes and had the most incredible total body orgasm and finally felt his cock pulsate as he ejaculated into the condom. I showered and dressed as Darren watched one of Wendy's DVD's. I kissed him on the lips and then sucked on his BBC a bit to give him something to remember me by before I left. I thought that would be the end of it. I figured that he "bagged" a middle aged transcougar and would never call me again. I received a text from Darren before I got home saying "Thanks for a hot evening" "Will call you 2 morrow".

I undressed and put on my black satin robe, lit some scented candles and took a bubble bath while I listened to some mellow jazz and sipped red wine wondering if Darren would call. I was doing some work in my home office when Darren called me. We chatted for a while and it was clear that he was interested in seeing me again. We've been dating regularly since the late summer. It's the first relationship that I've had with someone since I began my transition and it's been fun.

One of the things that we both enjoy is football. I'm a t girl raised in the South and nearly everyone loves football down here. Darren played college football and was even drafted by an NFL team. One of the things I enjoy about sex wth him is his ability to pick me up with his strong arms and shoulder and impale me on bis mighty brown cock! Last week we were watching a game between our two favorite teams. I was trash talking his team and saying my team would kick their butts! Darren suggested that we make it interesting. I asked "You wanna bet me?" He replied "Yeah, but not money!" I asked "What then?" Darren said "You win I take you for the best steak dinner in the city and I win you serve me and my podna Tommy drinks and snacks while we watch football wearing your sexiest outfit that you have!" I laughed "Is that all?" He smiled "Well, not exactly, Tommy's been wanting to meet you!" "I mean he really wants to meet you!" I tilted my head and said "Really?" "You mean he wants to fuck me?" Darren laughed and said "I dunno about that but I'm sure he'd wouldn't mind having his dick sucked" I admit I was a little surprised but also turned on about the idea of taking on two studs at one time. I asked "You won't get jealous on me will you?" Darren replied "Heck no!" Tommy's my best friend" "I'm willing to share!" I reached over and shook his manly hand and said "Okay, your on!" "May the best team win!" We sat and watched the game and I was secretly rooting for his team knowing I'd have to make good on the bet if I "lost". It suffices to say that my team lost and the next week Tommy would be our guest for an afternoon of football, beer and Melissa.

I couldn't wait for the weekend to arrive. I always like the weekend but this week the anticipation was special. I ordered an especially skanky outfit from Fredericks of Hollywood and had it sent on three day delivery. It's cute and very tight white top and a very short black pleather miniskirt. Transcougar that I am I wore it with a matching leopard pattern bra and panty set and touched it off with shear thigh highs that Darren likes and a pair of wedgies. Sunday afternoon arrived and Tommy came over right before the kick off. He's a very handsome guy also in his mid thirties. When I handed him a Henekein he said "Thank you ma'am!" I giggled and said "Please call me Melissa or Mel" "Ma'am makes me sound old!" "Oh you don't look old at all!" "I'm think you're looking pretty good!" Darren winked at me from across the living room. I served them drinks and snacks as promised and as half time approached I sat on Darren's knee and stroked his thigh. I had taken off my panties during the first quarter and bent over in front both of them to give them a glimpse of the "full moon". When the clock ran down marking the end of the first half I decided to begin the half time show. I stood in front of the couch where the both sat and asked "Are you two ready for some fun?" I took out a candy dish full of Trojan Magnums and a few bottles of astroglide and put them on the coffee table. No one ever called me subtle! I unzipped my mini skirt and and worked out of it. I turned around and wiggled my derriere at them. I asked "Like what you see Tommy?" I strode over to the couch and got down between my two stallions. I unzipped their jeans and pulled them off. Both of them wore white jockeys which I peed off in no time at all. I thought Darren had a nearly perfect cock until I saw Tommy's big black cock. It's incredible and measures nearly 10" erect. It was semi erect as he sat on the couch. I took his in my left hand and Darren's cock in my right and began to stroke them both. I leaned over and licked Tommy's shaft and cock head and took abot half of it in my mouth and felt it swell as my lips and tongue did their work. I leaned over and did the same for Darren and soon had a rythym going off blowing one for a minute or so as I jerked off the other. Darren opened a Magnum and slid it on his shaft and got off the couch. I had prepped my tush with a butt plug and a liberal amount of astroglide so I was ready for some big black cock. I bobbed up and down on Tommy's prick and he moaned and I could taste his precum. In the mean time I could feel Darren slide his own big black cock deep inside me I sighed and jerked Tommy off as Darren worked my ass like on a partner with a big black cock is able to. Tommy's laughed and gently smacked his brown hard on against my face and asked his friend "You think she can handle this muthafucah?" Darren laughed and said "I dunno but we're all gonna find out!" I went back to work on Tommy's cock and gave him my favorite line from a "straight porno" "If I let you cum in my mouth will you have enough jam left to fuck my ass?" Tommy laughed and said "Melissa, you're fucking wild!" I deep throated him and felt him spurt an ample amount of man juice in my mouth. I opened my mouth wide and showed him his pearly wide load before I swallowed it. I asked "Does your girfriend do this for you?" Tommy laughed and shook his head and said "Not like that!"

Tommy sat and drank a been watched a Wendy's Interracial Gangbang DVD was Darren and I fucked. I could tell that Darren was getting ready to cum. He held my white ass cheeks with his strong hands and pushed his BBC deep inside me with long steady thrusts. I began to cum as me pumped me and had a total body orgasm as I felt his cock pulsate and cum inside me. Evidently the site of watching us and Wendy on camera aroused Tommy and his was rock hard again. I watched him peel a Magnum over his tool and smear some astroglide on this head. Darren came and slowly pulled out of me. I knees were a little weak but I instructed Tommy to lay on the towel I had placed on the carpet. I pulled off my top and was now only wearing my leopard patter bra and thigh highs. I mounted Tommy and took his thick black cock in my hands. I pushed it into my well worn asshole and bared down on it. At first I thought his thicker cock would split me like a log but I slowly eased down it and he was soon balls deep inside me. Tommy looked up at me and said "Damn biatch!" "That's a first!" "Most chicks can't take all of me in their pussies let alone the back door!" I laughed and sucked his nipples and said "Well your friend trained me good!" I rode his cock for about twenty minutes. Tommy warned be because he'd already cum it might take him a while to get his nut. I laughed and said "Do I act like I care?" "Just stay hard and keep giving me that big black cock!" Tommy and I fucked in a vareity of positions, first cow t-girl, then doggy and finally standing as I leaned over and sucked off Darren as they both held me in place. Talk about multi-tasking! I remarked "See if both of you can cum in me at the same time. Darren began to fuck my mouth and Tommy drilled my milky white ass. I could taste Darren's precum and knew that it wouldn't be long. Tommy thrust hard and deep into my derriere and I could feel his thick cock pulsate and his cum shoot from his cock. I pushed back on him savoring his manhood inside me. I finally pulled away from him and got to my knees. I yanked the Magnum from his cock and took him in my mouth, then back to Darren and then I stretched my lips with both of their brown cock knobs. Darren began to jerk him self off and directed his stream towards my open mouth. The stream was right on target. Most of it landed on my tongue and the remainder landed on my chin which I wiped off with my index finger and licked it clean. I spread my cheeks and show them my gaping asshole. They laughed and were obviously proud of their accomplishment. I commented I started out the game as a tight end but now it looks like I'm a wide receiver! I thought that they'd had enough but both them wanted some more of me after they watched the post-game show. Who am I to say "No"?

The fascinating part about exploring this phase of my life are some of the unexpected pleasures and surprises. I work as a consultant out of my home office. I send and receive a lot of things by express courier. I use the same company that shall remain nameless, but it suffices to say it's one of those overnight outfits that lets the driver's wear cute shorts when it's warm out. I generally have the same driver and his name is Kyle. This man is one of the kindest and sincere young men that I have ever met. Kyle is built like a football wide receiver or cornerback, slim with just the right amount of muscle and eyes and a smile that will capture your heart.

Melissa has been sexually active long enough to know what she likes and she was immediately attracted to Kyle. Kyle also happens to be black but I'm not sure it was just my curiosity about an interracial encounter that attracted me. Kyle is just a hunk! When he would come to the door and I would sign for my packages I sensed the sexual electricity between us. I knew he liked me and wondered why he wouldn't ask me out. There was no wedding ring, maybe it was a girlfriend or even a boyfriend? :? I'm probably ten years older than him, but I didn't care and I wouldn't think he would. I wanted a boy toy, LOL! I decided to make the first move.

When I'm working at home I'm usually dressed very casually. Shorts and a t-shirt or camisole are the norm for this girl and Kyle had seen me in my "tom boy" mode many times. I was expecting a delivery on Monday and I hoped that the driver would be Kyle. Kyle had never seen me made up and I'm sure was fully aware I was a t-gurl. I wanted to look hot for him. I showered, shampooed, shaved my legs and arm pits and got all smooth and girlish. I applied my make up carefully, like I was going on the most important interview ever. I just began using Sheer Cover and I couldn't be happier with how it makes my skin look. I put on my foundation, blush, eyeliner, mascara, false eye lashes (over kill for 11:00 a.m. but why not) and crimson lipstick to top it off. I made sure all my French manicured nails were nice and I touched up toe nails with pink nail polish. I spritzed myself with Obsession and stood nude in the mirror and thought how delightful his brown body would look next to my fair Irish redhead's milky white skin.

From my lingerie collection I selected a black push up bullet bra and a match garter belt and thong I purchased from Secrets in Lace and a pair of black seamed thigh highs that I clipped to the six fasteners on the garter. I slipped on my black 4" pumps and and modestly put on my Fredericks of Hollywood black satin wild robe kimono and hoped that the doorbell would ring anytime. At about 11:00 a.m. my dog Darcy tore off the couch and began barking. I was in luck! she heard his truck. I instructed her to go to her bed and quiet down, it was okay our friend Kyle was here. Kyle had befriended Darcy early on with dog biscuits. I told you that he was a nice guy!

Kyle rang the bell and I waited about a minute, as I didn't want to seem too eager lol! I opened the door and noticed the surprised look on his face. I asked him to step in and he handed me his clipboard and I signed for my stuff. Kyle remarked "You sure look and smell nice!" I smiled at him and replied "Thanks, you're so nice! I have a big interview today!" "Oh really, where?" he asked. I looked around and giggled. "Not really, this is for you!" "What do you think?" and I twirled around. I wiggled my derriere at him and lifted my robe just enough to moon him a little. Kyle said "I like!" "Oh yeah?" I replied "How much?" I was face to face with him by now. I reached over and felt his cock through his blue shorts. Kyle gasped a bit. "Do you have a little time?" I asked. Kyle nodded and said "It's almost my lunch break!"

Without a word I unzipped him and helped him out of his shorts while he pulled off his polo shirt. Kyle's smooth and hairless brown body is sculpted and even more appealing than I thought it would be. I tossed a pillow on the floor and got on my knees and peeled off his white CK jockey shorts and his semi erect plopped in my face. It was at least 9" long and thick. I had never had anything remotely this big to play with before. I was on my knees on the carpet. I took it in my hands and began to stroke it slowly. I licked the head and shaft and made my way down to his balls. Kyle keeps everything very tidy "down there" and his balls were like two walnuts in a tasty sack. I sucked on each one of them while me moaned and watched me. I get so turned on when someone watches me while I give them head. I guess it's a sort of an exhibitionist turn on.

I made my way back up to Kyle's incredible brown shaft and deep throated about seven inches before I would start to gag. I could taste his precum and was just about to tell him to relax and cum in my mouth when he was ready. Kyle beat me to the punch and a stream of semen shot from his cock. I certainly didn't mind but would have appreciated a warning LOL! I swallowed most of it. I've given head to my share of guys but none of them ever came close to cumming as much as Kyle did that morning. I looked up at him and stroked his shaft! I had my red lips sealed but opened wide and showed him his pearly white jizz on my tongue. I smiled at him and swallowed the rest of him. I asked him "Does your girlfriend do that for you?" Kyle laughed and said "Never as good as that!" I winked and smiled at him and sucked the remnants of cum from his cock. It was nearly the end of his half hour lunch break. I wanted so to feel him inside me but I didn't want to temp him and get him in trouble with his dispatcher. I kissed the tip of his cock and handed him his jockeys.

Kyle dressed and was quiet. "Will I see you again?" I asked. "Of course, This is my route!" "No, that's not what I meant!" I laughed. "Oh yeah! I'm not letting you off the hook!" he said and looks at me with that smile. We agreed to go out the next night. I kissed him before he left and watched him drive way in his truck. Kyle came over at 7:00 Tuesday night. It suffices to say he rocked my boat and made me see fireworks that night. If anyone wants to hear about our night together, let me know and I'll post it here.

I met some one on Alt.com a while back and been corresponding with him. He's a over road trucker so at first I was leery of meeting him. I decided to meet him outside of Jackson, Mississippi at a hotel that I selected. I checked into the hotel room and gave myself a make over. I shaved my legs smooth and made sure the rest of me was nice and smooth too! I drank a couple of Heineken's but was still nervous as shit. I hadn't meet a stranger in hotel room in a few years and had a bad experience with a creep the last ime. Terry seemed like a nice guy on line and while on the phone when we spoke I hoped that he'd be different. I let someone know where I was and I had my Glock 19 just in case! LOL! I spritzed myself with some Obsession that I knew he liked and would make me smell "irrestiable"! LOL

I wore a nice bra and panty set from Fredericks. It's a black laced under wire bra that holds my 40C cup breasts HRT enhanced pretty well. I had purchased a nice white blouse from Fredericks and a denim mini skirt that showed my legs and my white ass cheeks if I bend over too far LOL! I wore some sheer thigh highs and a pair of black wedgies. I purchased a new wig from Paula's Young that can be styled a few different ways.

Terry arrived at the door exactly at 6:00 p.m. as we arranged. We'd talked on the phone numerous times. He's a Yankee from Michigan and was in the Army for many years. When he retired he became a trucker. Somehow he keeps in shape when he's on the road. We sat and chatted for a while then made some eye contact and I reached over and put my hand on his knee. He felt my hand trembling and said "Are you nervous?" I replied "A little!" "It's been a while!" and I nervously laughed! I finally said "Oh fuck it!" We both know what we want!" He stood up and I unzipped his jeans and revealed a black set of jockeys and a nice buldge. I reached in and took his cock in my hands. It's not the biggest BBC I have ever seen but it's a nice one about 8" long and not too thick. I thought, "this is perfect for getting "back in the saddle"!

I jacked him off and his cock stood at attention like he was 17 years old. I thought "Whoah!" "This will be quite a night!" I found out later he takes Cialis but I don't care! I took him in my mouth and gave him head. The sensation of his brown cock sliding in and out of mouth was fantastic and I was nearly able to deep throat him. I gagged a few times and he kept telling me how sexy I looked with his cock in my mouth. I smiled up at him and said "I like pleasing you!" "Relax and cum when you are ready!" It didn't take him long and a steady stream of his man juice ejaculated into my mouth. It surprised me a little and some of it dribbled down my chin and I swallowed the rest. He reached down and smeared this cum off my chin and offered it to me to suck off his fingers. Without hestiating I licked it off and then sucked on his fingers abit and led him to the bed.

Terry laid naked on the bed with nothing but a hard on and watched me undress. I seductively unbuttoned my bloused, then I unzipped and wiggled out of my skirt and walked over to him lying on the bed and let him peel off my panties. I turned and mooned him and he reached over and licked my ass crack and bit my right ass cheek playfully! I squealed and laughed and felt his index finger penetrated my asshole that was well prepped with Astroglide. I undid my bra and peeled off my hose at his request. Terry was still rock hard as I unwrapped a Trojan Magnum and slipped it over his brown cock. I asked him to lie back and let me ride him until I got accustomed to having him inside me. I had been wearing a medium sized butt plug in my ass for most of the day after I douched twice and knew I could tolerate him inside me but I really wanted to savor the moment. I straddled his narrow waist and guided his BBC into my behind with my hand. I bared down on Terry's cock and let his manhood fill me. It was an incredible moment. Terry moaned and told me how sexy I looked and how good my tight white ass felt. No doubt he knows how to impress me with words AND his BBC! I rode him for a while and he begged to me let him take our photo. He had set the camera up on a tripod. He asked me to climb off and push the auto button and get back in bed. I did as I he asked and when the flash went off I could feel his cock balls deep inside me. He wanted to take more photos later but I told him I was going to have to be a little camera shy for now. Don't you dare say my ass looks fat! I look at that photo and say "fuck I need to get back running more!

I got up and got on all fours and he fucked me doggy style as he stood on floor next to the bed. He thrust long and deep and I could finally feel his cock pulsate as he trembled a little and shot his wad deep inside me! He stayed hard and fucked me until I finally came. I wasn't hard but cum shot from my cock and I nearly hyperventilated from the sensation of my first "total body orgasm" in months. We played and fooled around the rest of the night. We ventured out early in the morning and had breakfast at a Huddle House. I was a little self conscious at first. After all a black trucker and a white middle aged tranny at 5:00 a.m. isn't something they see in Jackson everyday. No one seemed to give a shit or didn't notice. After breakfast I walked him to his big Kenworth semi. We kissed and he headed up north with a load. I went back to the hotel room carrying part of his load in my tummy and tush.

As I've stated many times sex isn't all of who comprises Melissa but sure is a component. Psychologically and emotionally I am a woman and the sex part sure is good too! As stated, I just have to decide where I am going with all this. Time will tell!