Hello those that have decided to look at this blog, so here is some more details about me.
I am married, though wife is oblivious to my Bi & submissive sexual yearnings. (So a need for discretion is vital)

I am a closet(ed) cross dresser, just love the feeling of wearing lingerie, and how it makes me feel.

I have posted on this site before under another name, and loved the idea of others seeing me and imagining what they were doing whilst viewing my pictures.

I have had some email & cam2cam fun(on msn), which I loved, and would like more.

Through my previous email & cam2cam exploits, I have become to accept my submissive bi yearnings. I have stripped, paraded myself naked, dressed in lingerie, wanked and spanked myself on cam for various men, when the cam is on I just seem to follow their instructions. I don't start out with the thought of,
'doing as I am told',
but I always do. Afterwards, I feel dirty and used, I always tell myself I wont do it again, but I always do it again...because it makes me feel dirty, naughty, used, and just so fucking horny.

I would love to have contact with a mature(Dom) couple, or Dom mature male/TV/CD, to explore further my bi & submissive desires.

If this lengthy, boring blog interests you, please tell me, who knows what may come of it.