Late 30's closeted crossdresser living in Lisbon (Portugal) looking to get out of the closet but finding it to be easier said than done... I have the rather unfortunate advantage of being tall and rather large as well, which makes me look rather like an idiot in female clothing. But only someone who has tried it knows the feeling one gets when putting on some pantyhose, the restriction of movement that comes with wearing a corset, and that's what attracts me and turns me on. So basically I enjoy my crossdressing in between four walls.