amandacarrol's blog post - First Entry

Hello to everyone and anyone reading this. My name is Amanda Carrol and I am a life long crossdresser. I started way back when I was 11 or 12 and I discovered my sister's satin mint green slip. It was a hot spring day and we were getting ready for school. I came out of the bedroom dressed in my favorite shorts and a tee shirt. My mother stopped me and told me I had to change into pants as the dress code forbid shorts. Not happy I pointed out that my sister was wearing a skirt. In my head they were the same length so what was the difference. My mother gave me a mother's smile and said only girls wear skirts and to go change.

That next fall I was home from school sick. Feeling slightly better in the heat of the early fall afternoon and knowing I would be home alone for a couple more hours I decided to see what was the big deal. Why couldn't I wear a skirt. I rummaged through my sister's things looking for a skirt with no luck. In the bottom draw of her dresser however I found her mint green satin slip. Once again the naivety of a 12 year old boy took over. Here was a dress I thought. No different than a skirt. Why not try it on. I quickly stripped down naked and slid the slip over my head. As the satin rubbed against my cock I got one of the first erections I can remember. (I am sure it was not the first). the sensation of the satin rubbing against the head of my cock was exhilarating. Soon I was making an exaggerated motion as I walked so that it would rub even more (My very first prance). After a few minutes of this I had what I am certain was my very first organism. I was so scared and yet so excited. I had made a real mess of her slip and was panicked. I remember rinsing it out in the bathroom sink and hoping it would dry before anyone noticed.

From that moment on I was obsessed with recreating that feeling. I started putting on anything and everything female trying to organism again. I would take a few months before I figured out how to jerk off and once I put the two things together (wearing pretty soft things and jerking off) I was hooked. I have never stopped dressing and likely never will.

This was decades ago. At the request of my wife Lady Colleen I will do my best to tell you the story of how I came to be where I am today.

Sissy Amanda Carrol