Doing cam shows here on NTN gives me the opportunity to get really nasty in front of a live audience, which is so thrilling. Sometimes, in the latter part of a cam session, I'll take a nice big thick cock up my little round white ass, and fuck myself on it, like this:

Bringing home some new purchases this week and trying them on has been exciting! I have a sleek brown "occasion" sheath dress, a very cute and slinky little sleeveless black knit dress, two new tops and a tiny tiny tiny little pair of denim shorts.

One of the tops is blue with little silver buttons on the upper chest that make my boobs look real big. The other top looks so simple and plain, but when I put it on it just looks ultra sexy. It has little cap sleeves, and the front does not curve back underneath my boobs. That is, my boobs push it out and then it hangs straight down, with my tummy and navel visible. There's also a little fitted seam on the outside of each boob that contributes to the visual effect of my huge tits pushing the top away from my body. I hope you can picture it *giggle*.

Hoping to make some new pictures this weekend. Sorry I have not blogged in so long!

I have to go shave my thighs and butt again now, getting ready to model my shorts this weekend. So fun!

I have some ideas for some photo captions that would explore a Mommy/sissy dynamic; and I think I have just the dress for doing a few pictures in support of the caption ideas.

I am thinking of themes like, Mommy discovers her sissy has been stealing things from her panty drawer, and, sissy wants to wear Mommy's lingerie, but I won't let her because I'm a stern and demanding Mommy with my sissy. Would that be something you'd enjoy?

I've posted one today, and would love to hear from anyone who would be turned on by these themes. I have a feeling there may be a lot of you little sissy perverts out there.

If you're going to see a G-rated film about a nanny, then at least the nanny should be hot as fuck. I want Emily's shiny navy blue gloves with the white polka dots. Actually I want every outfit she wears in the entire fucking movie. This woman is pure fucking sex, I'd like to be her.

‘Twas the eve of All Hallows Eve, and all the horny perverts
Were checking their makeup and adjusting their skirts
When what on their cams tab did their leering eyes spy?
But a cam show by babette was fast drawing nigh

Doing some stretches and back extensions after my run this morning, I found myself kind of relaxing into the “cat, cow” yoga pose. (It’s a very relaxing pose, and good for your lower back – search for “cat cow pose” on youtube.)

While in the “cow” phase of that exercise, I find that I like to slowly relax down onto my elbows & forearms, gently rest my face on the mat, and really poke and extend my butt up in the air. I like to waggle my butt, too, it feels really good. I make little circles with my hips while I have my ass stuck up in the air.

Exposing myself that way in a nice, sexy, pair of pretty thong panties would be hot, I think. White thong panties. Anyone who saw me from behind would see me in an utterly submissive posture, as if awaiting the pleasure of anyone who wanted to fill up my tight little cunt hole with their cock or their strap-on. My pink, clean-shaven little pooper would be visible either side of the thinnest part of the strap of my thong. Just winking at you, and inviting you to take me and experience the pleasure of having your hard cock in me. Giving me a nice butt-fucking, and filling me up with cum. That would be super hot!

It would be even better if I was wearing a pretty sports bra under a tight, stretchy athletic crop top. My enormous 38DD tits would be smushed up in my tight supportive bra, but because they are so big, they would still be scraping the floor, as I offered my ass hole to anyone who might see me. “Face down, ass up!” as they say. *giggle*

I think it’s quite important for bimbos to always be working on how they can improve themselves and give more pleasure to others; how to be the best little fuck toy you can be! *giggle*
I’m going to do extra squats & pushups this afternoon, as my punishment for thinking such naughty thoughts!

The woman on the train a couple of rows behind me

I was getting up to put my backpack on the overhead luggage rack

She was wearing a summery black top, sleeveless and slightly shimmery but not tight

She was reaching her arms up to tie her hair up into a ponytail because it was hot, women are so cute when they do that, when they reach back behind their head, their shoulders go back and their boobs go forward

She was so cute, I wanted to be just like her, except with bigger boobs. Yes, much bigger boobs

I want to tie my hair up in a cute ponytail and catch men sneaking glances at my tits, that would be hot

Today I had the opportunity to push my boundaries a little with being a good, obedient cam slut. I was gagging myself with a double-ended dildo in my webcam show, plunging it down my throat over and over while Bob1685 watched.

He likes me to be a slobbery girl and make a mess of myself, so each time, after I’d plunge the dildo all the way down my throat six or eight times, I’d let my slobber flow out and soak my big 38DD titties. I got so slobbery, and I felt so nasty and hot with slobber all over my big boobs!

Then Bob1685 pushed me a little further, which was pretty intense for me in the moment, but now, a few hours later, I really appreciate it. He wanted to watch me get fucked up my tight little white pooper by a big black dick, while deep-throating my dildo at the same time, and in between telling him the dildo in my throat was his cock, and how much I loved feeling the black man fuck me while I sucked his cock.
I got into position and I was so fucking turned on and horny (my little clitty was very, very erect this entire time) that it was easy to ride the black cock, with one hand to balance myself on the back of my chair, and use the other hand to ram the double-ended dildo down my throat over and over and over again.

While Bob1685 watched me.

He called me so many filthy, nasty things. He knows how much I crave and need that degradation. I really appreciate him!

At one point he called me a “cum pig”, and I gave him several cute little oinks. I think 12touchit was watching at that moment also. Then when I had the big black man all the way up my tight little white pussy, riding up and down on him while my 38DD tits bounced up & down, and I kept thrusting the dildo down my throat, he told the black stud who had his dick in my ass “fuck her, fuck that pig”. That was so fucking hot! I couldn’t read it at the time, I was kind of busy, but reading back on it later (I saved a transcript so I could go back any time I need to remind myself what a little cunt I am), it made me feel so fucking nasty!

Oh, the other thing that happened was, Bob1685 and I came together. I’ve never cum while being watched on cam before. So that was kind of a milestone too. I was super load and vocal, and I came so hard while he watched me! It was so hot being watched, cumming with slobber all over my boobs and tummy and my little hard clitty!

I love doing cam shows, and I hope I can do one for each and every one of you sometime soon!

Just 7 am, and I’ve already helped a lovely online friend to cum today. I really enjoy being a good obedient bimbo.

Porn model Anna Bell Peaks has a series of videos on YouTube. I think she’s a pretty smart marketer, it’s to her advantage to enable potential consumers of her porn movies to follow her on a non-porn site.

In general, for me the videos are pretty boring, but I do like some of the videos where she gets outside and does stuff. There’s one where she goes for a run in Central Park, for example.

There is one video in particular that kind of resonated for me, in part because I happened to watch it just a few hours after the second of my two cam sessions here last weekend. It’s a video where Anna Bell talks about having just done her first anal scene. I don’t think I’m supposed to direct-link from NTN, so I won’t, but you can find this video easily by searching for “Anna's vlog #51 he put it in my butt!”.

You really only need to watch the first three minutes to see what struck me: how much she loved being fucked in the ass on camera. Her expressions, the way she kind of sighs while talking about it; she is absolutely glowing. Twice she just stops and kind of giggles, that’s how much she loved being fucked up her butt. She’s not even talking about the fucking, she’s just talking about how great the shoot went, but you can tell she’s recalling specifics of it.

Anyway that was like just how I felt after my second of two cam shows last weekend. I was just glowing with pleasure after allowing people to watch me being fucked up the ass. This was Saturday morning, and I’d had a nice size audience. I can’t even describe how fucking turned on I was. At one point, I had my back to the camera and was bouncing myself up and down on a big black dildo that I had on a folding chair. As I rode that cock, I kind of tossed my hair. It was nothing special, just a little gesture, but I realized it had been a totally female gesture and it was something that I’d done kind of instinctively. I didn’t have to stop and think “oh, I need to do something sexy for my audience now”, I just kind of behaved like a fucking slut without having to think about it.

I think that was about the same time I’d confirmed that my audience could also hear me. I was already, like, frantically crazed with lust, but that turned me on even more if possible. I got so vocal and bratty, I was just begging to be fucked up my tight little pooper some more!

Anyway, in that moment while I was bouncing up and down on a nice big dick, my back to the audience, I was just imagining them with their cocks in their hands, watching me. Watching me and jerking off. Watching me and, I hoped, cumming super hard. And I was just like, “fuck yeah, this is fucking HOT! I fucking LOVE this!”

So anyway after doing two cam shows on consecutive days I was just kind of glowing, like Anna Bell after her anal scene, or so I like to think. And I hadn’t cum, so I was not only thrilled from exposing myself to my audience, but still super horny.

One lovely member of my audience that day had been wanting to see me on cam for a while. He let me know that he’d really liked the show, so that turned me on even more. And he hadn’t had quite enough yet, and to be honest neither had I. So after quite a long and very nasty chat session, we decided to do phone.

Our intention was to cum together, but I was already just wild-ass fucking crazy with lust, and hearing the voice of someone who’d just watched me fuck myself was really too much for me. We were talking about what a nasty, filthy exhibitionist I am, and I just came almost immediately. I was just WAILING, I came so fucking hard!

Please forgive this long, self-indulgent post, and if you’ve read all this, thanks so much. I just wanted to try to relate, especially to my little group of frequent admirers here, how much I cherish each and every one of you, and to try to share what a thrill it is to perform for you. I want you to get off with me, and I love it when you do!