Bah, I really wish I had a sexy pink lace thong right now

So, I almost met a random guy a week or so ago. He posted online, wanting casual whatever. So I thought, "Cool, perfect chance to try my luck". I was extremely nervous, and it took forever for me to actually go and meet him, but I had to say no, just couldn't do it yet. He was nice about it, thankfully. So, I still want to give cock a try, atleast once. The hunt continues...

Ok so, recently I've been exploring the possibility of bisexual activities. I guess I'm bi-curious, definately. I am really fixated with cock, and I dont know if it'll go away until I've actually done something, atleast tried touching someone else's tool, perhaps sucking one off. In the past, I've been a big fan of anal stimulation, since my early teens infact. Around that time was when i started crossdressing aswell. I've not dressed though for a good 5 years now, and the anal stuff has slacked off alot.

Basically, I think I want/need to try it out, just see what its like, see if it's my bag. If not, I'll chalk it up to experience and be done with it.

I'll be using this blog as a journal of sorts, to document my journey ect ect ect You get the idea.

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