display4me's blog post - in the beginning

as I start my second sexual journey to start my bi-sexual life I was reminded of my first sexual awakenings. like most of us , I presume , we all had a look at everyone's genitalia at an early age so we knew the difference between boys and girls. probably looked at someone peeing in a different way and of course playing doctors and nurses. all harmless but with a hint that it was probably naughty.
however my first sexual feelings were from being touched up by a paedophile. my father played cricket to a very high standard and every weekend we were dragged off to watch him play or generally fend for ourselves in what was considered a safe environment. on this occasion he was playing against a team from a major international oil company whose sports ground had all manner of pitches,courts and of course a swimming pool which is where I went to amuse myself. unlike my father's company swimming pool this had a communal changing area . so as I changed I was conscious of a couple of men changing at the same time looking at me. I was a big boy for my age so didn't have the pubic hair you might have expected. I somehow didn't feel comfortable but didn't know why and so a short swim later left. the same guys might have done so at the time as well,I don't know. after the match it was customary for the 2 teams to share a beer or two so we always stayed for some time. I wandered over to a huge TV lounge which was a darkened room with lots of sofas. I found a seat and soon felt a hand on my lap and a gentle stroking of my penis. I was both scared and excited as nothing had happened to me before like that. I left the room feeling very confused with the feelings down there. weirdly I went back and the same thing happened. that was my first real sexual awakening. I was so innocent and it was a good few years before I was introduced to wanking by older boys at school. I we'll remember my first attempts having to stop as I couldn't cope with those first pre cumming sensations. that didn't last long as I started spurting away like a good'un.
those guys certainly knew their quarry.