heelscindy's blog post - First discovered bras and panties

I was in the third grade when I discovered my grandmother's old bra and panties in the garage. It was separated from the house and we'd play in there. There was an old dresser in there she kept misc stuff in. Being nosy and bored I would look through the dresser. The strictly white and functional bra's and panties were a thrill for me even if I wasn't sure why. I think I tried things on once or twice, but mostly just fascinated by women's lingerie.

In the 5th grade we were living with relatives and my aunt tried to get me to wear one of my cousin's dresses out on Halloween. I went as far as trying on the dress and modeling it for the adults, but when my aunt suggested panties I panicked and refused. I said it was too girly for me to do and changed back into jeans. Secretly I would have loved to have gone for it.

I was in the 7th grade when I started wearing my mother's pantie girdles for fun. Plain white, firm control, actually pretty sexy. Loved them, but didn't get that many opportunities. Also discovered my dads porn. He was really into mother/son incest porn. I like it myself along with xdressing stories.

In the 9th grade we're back to visiting relatives and find my cousins garter belts and panties in the cloths hamper. The little functional garter belts women wore with hose in the late 60's. Still very sexy. Some crossdresser feelings, but mostly excited about handling intimate garments worn by a "woman".

So I was pretty into women's lingerie even before I had a good understanding of sex. That's never changed. I still love sexy lingerie on sexy girls of every description.