jamese_17's blog post - was this rape?

I met another guy through craigs list again. This time we met at his place. During our chat via email prior I had stated that one day I would like to try a threesome. Anyway at his place we set down to things pretty quick with him sucking me first. H then demanded that I give him a blow job. WHile I was sucking him I heard a door open. When I went to look who it was I was told to keep my head to his and keep sucking. He put his hand on my head to make sure I didnt look. Anyway I suddenly felt another set of hands on my arse. When I protested and said i want to see who it is I was just told to shut the fuck up and keep blowing. I then felt these other hands raise me to my knees and they felt around my hole. I also felt a kind of coldness on my arse. It turned out to be some kind of lube. It was at this point I knew that I was about to be fucked for the first time. I tried to protest saying I wasnt ready to be fucked yet but was just told to shut up, that I was just a whore and I was going to get it good. I was pretty scared at this time so just did as I was told. I then felt somethinjg pobing at me. I was trying to relax knowing that I was about to be fucked. His cock with a bit of force entered me slowly. I felt it slowly7 slide all the way in. The guy I arrange to meet from CL just kept face fucking me while his friend fucked me. This went on for some time until they dicided to change places. This was the first tike In saw the other guy. He wasnt so bad looking and had a pretty small cock (thankfully). They took turns at me then the second guy told me to lay back while he cum on my face and mouth. It did feel good. I was thier sex toy for at least a couple of hours doing whatever they demanded. At the end of the session they said I should go now but also told me to keep in contact as they would want me again. Thay said they would reward me with another third guy next time. On the way home I felt like a slut and totally abused and used. I hope to see them again soon.