some one suggested i put my first experince down as a blog so here goes.

I was only 12, it was the 2nd week of the summer holdays, i went to the pictures (cant remember the name of the film).
After about 15/20 minutes a guy sat next to me, after about 5 mins he dropped something as he picked it up he touched my leg, he did this about 4 or 5 times and each time his hand touched my leg and each time it was higher, the last time his hand was on my cock. I WAS SHIT SCARED.
He started rubbing my cock, i got a hard on, then he took my right hand and placed it around his cock (he had his cock out) and he told me to wank him, (i was so scared i did as i was told), he was soon hard as rock, then all of a sudden he pulled my head down so his cock was in my mouth, then i felt his cum in my mouth, he forced me to swallow it, it was a bit salty and to be honest it was'nt that bad, then he left.
The next day i went to the pictures, sat in same seat and he sat next to me again, he asked me "did i like it yesterday and did i want to do it again?" i said yes but not in the pictures.
He took me to his flat, he told me to get undressed so i did and so did he, he pushed me down on my knees and told me to suck him, i did and got a big load of cum in my mouth, which i swallowed. He put some gay porn on, we watched it, i sucked him another 5 times that day.
I went round his house every day after that, after about a week of going to his place, he had some girly clothes laid out for me, he told me to dress and he put makeup on me, it felt good to be dressed, i sucked him for the first time as Carleen, i used to suck him several times a day.
Just before end of summer holidays, he had a friend round and i sucked them both, again off and on all day, i used to go round to see them every saturday and school holidays, i alwas dressed for them and i was happy when they came in my mouth.
They wanted to fuck me but i said no, i wish now i had let them fuck me, as i still have a virgin pussy, i hope one day someone will take my virginaty.