lacyfem3's blog post - I got married1

Perhaps a mistake but I do have two lovely children. During this marriage I really didn't cross dress at all as to busy trying to make a living and raise the kids. Once divorced I dated a lot with lots of sex with women but no men and now look at that as opportunity lost. I met a wonderful woman and married again and am still married to her though she doesn't know I love to dress and love to be with men when dressed. A hard life to live but it works so far. However, for several years I did not dress while with her until one night I had back pain and slipped out of bed to the carpet with a comforter to slip on. She had dropper her panties right there on the carpet before slipping into bed and yes I slipped them on and my dressing was reignited as I came in them almost immediately. Fortunately, I found I could wear all her bra's and panties and many of her skirts but did have to get my own heels though I don't have big feet. Being self employed we just a few employees I was able to have my privacy when they went home and was able to dress and rekindle my fem side as I would shiver when I pulled out a pantie and bra to put on and it was such a feeling to set free when I stripped down naked in the middle of our warehouse and slip on my fem pantie and bra with heels. At that time I took polaroids and loved seeing me be fem.
I also started shaving which the wife didn't like but reluctantly accepted after awhile as I didn't stop and said I just like not having hair. I mostly at this time dressed at work and with a private parking lot love strutting out into the parking lot just in a pantie, bra and heels as it was such a free feeling. I would walk out the driveway so cars going by would see me and loved it so my cross dressing was reignited and was to become something in which I recognized my fem side for real and questioned by years of not dressing.