lacyfem3's blog post - Diverging From Story

Friday, June 10, 2016, 10:15:49 PM

I just had a wonderful massage which I always love to have and don't jump to conclusions as there was no happy ending. This masseuse we used for a long time and when I first used him I got a hard on and I'm 8" when hard that was rocking and so wanted him to finish it but he was a straight. He didn't know I was queer at all as he massages my wife too. He said it happens once in awhile due to the feeling generated by the massage. I so would have paid him extra to blow me or just give me a hand job. Didn't happen. So today same guy with a wonderful massage and all I could think about was not my erection but how queer I've become, how I love a man making love to me more than a women and so feeling needed by a man. Would so love to cum out of the closet but there would be too much pain to many so I remain closed but immediately put on a pair of panties got a glass of Gentlegurl Jack and here I am like a gurl pouring my guts out. What does a gurl to do? Many post a lot of sexual experiences and I've had mine but not enough as so closeted but wondering why as I sit here in this silky pantie which outlines my cock so delightfully as men have noticed and enjoyed. This is like therapy for and like cumming out as those that can relate will read and hopefully reply. I know when I post this that my panties will be wet and I'll cum and then I'm good for awhile playing the straight father and husband but I'm not that man but the gurl that's under. Hugs to those of you who read this and do hope to hear from you.... Lacyfem

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kk033 on 11-Jun-16 13:37:34

Hi Lacyfem:
Read your posting with great interest, I do share your thoughts, feelings, actions, wearing panties etc. I'd like to share inner feelings etc. Could we communicate via email, I'd appreciate that. Alice

appleofmyheart on 13-Jun-16 16:04:36

Lacy, you are so right. There is something very therapeutic about knowing that others share the same interests and urges. Personally I have found that reading yours and other blogs has been both encouraging and reassuring.
So please continue to share your adventures.

tappanty on 4-Jul-16 14:33:42

Lacy,

I have always heard how wonderful a message can be. I have often wondered, if I did have a male masseuse, if at some point I would get turned on and consequently, get hard. These day's, I find that I am much more attracted to men than women, actually, I think I always have been. So while an erotic fantasy, I have not actually tried it, but maybe I should. As you mention, it might be normal for men to get a little hard during a massage either way.

Like you, I am finding that being online can indeed be therapeutic. To know that many men have these same feelings is reassuring. I enjoy being able to finally admit how attracted I am to men, so it is indeed like coming out. Albeit, only online at this point.

I also find it very erotic admitting to other men my sexual preferences. As I respond to you now, I am very hard and wet. I am so glad I found your blog!

tappanty