northbi's Blog - page 2

I remember years ago I was alone at camp with a friend. We were goofing off in my sister's room when he found a couple of my sister's bikinis. He dared me to try one on and of course I was happy, visibly, to oblige. I posed in a sissy manner and showed off my young body to tease him.

After a while of me playing his "girl", I suggested he try on the other bikini. "No way" he exclaimed, but I continued to encourage and dare him. I told him it would be fun and just for laughs. Finally he relented and slowly, with a serious expression, he undressed, eyeing the bikini like it was a dangerous object. Meanwhile I quietly admired his beautiful cock which I knew I'd be sucking soon. He pulled up the bottoms, it was a tight fit happily. He fumbled with the straps on the top, so I helped him put it one. "There you go! What a pretty girl you are!" I squealed. He blushed at my praise. I clung to him as we admired each other in the full-length mirror and I could see to my delight his arousal.

I confessed to him that I loved dressing in girl's clothing, that I secretly wore panties at school, that I've tried make-up, and so on. He was shocked but I could see the thought of it really turn him on. When his erection popped out of the bikini bottoms, I said "these are way too tight on you" and pulled them down, got on my knees, then starting rubbing his shaft. He was no longer objecting to anything I said or did. I kissed and sucked his cock until he had a powerful orgasm. We relaxed the rest of the afternoon in bed. He was no longer interested in wearing the bikini, but I kept mine on. For the rest of that weekend, I was his girl.

It's night out and I'm ready to go over
I"m nervous, I've never been outside the yard dressed like the sissy slut I secretly am
But Daddy knows my secret and wants me to drive to his place dressed in my short, sequence skirt, wig, make-up, cum-fuck-me shoes, and of course my pink collar.
I take a deep breath and open the door.
Nobody there. I step out tentatively. I feel unsteady in my shoes, my small purse dangling awkwardly. Oh my god I can't believe I'm doing this.
But Daddy told me too and I have too do it. Daddy it so good to me.
I know I'm not his only slut, but maybe if I do what he wants, I could be his favorite. I have to try.
I'm shaking as I approach the car. I fumble the keys. It's taking forever but finally I open the door and side in
I let out a deep breath
I feel comfortable driving and start to get excited about seeing Daddy again.
Oh I can't wait to feel him pump hot cum in me again

I park a few houses away as instructed. I touch up my lipstick before stepping out of the car
Walking to his house, I feel confident, no longer worried that someone will see me. No one knows me here, not dressed like a whore
I relish the stares my sexy strut draws

I smile and giggle in delight when Daddy opens the door
He motions for me to enter, checks me up and down and mutters a simple "nice". He is please and I'm so relieved
Lifts up my chin and attaches the leash: this is a good start.
In the living room there is another man, naked. A stranger.
"Get on your knees" Daddy instructs firmly, "You know what to do"
As I suck him deeply, a third man is lubing my pussy. Daddy is taking pictures
"Oh yeah, she know how to suck. You taught well"
Soon I'm being spit-roasted. He's big and it hurts but I don't complain. Daddy wouldn't like it if I did. I just let out load moans as I deep throat my new friend.
They switch positions and fuck me properly
They each finish by giving me a facial
Then it's Daddy's turn

Well I finally got the nerve (and the time) to post my first videos. It took my a while because I wasn't happy with the results and couldn't decide what exactly to film. I did have a lot of fun in the process.

One thing I did which completely thrilled me was painting my finger nails (thank you Ivor9 for noticing). OMG it was such a turn on. It was the first time I painted them and I so wish I had done it before. I highly recommend it to any one of you who enjoys feeling sissy like me. I chose bright pink of course but in the videos, my nails look coral. Anyway, I didn't do a great job and I can see it's a skill that will take time to perfect (who knew being a gurl was so much work!), but it was so much fun! I'd love to go to a salon to get them done. Imagine that!

I also practiced walking like a sissy and that too was challenging. I felt unsteady as I crossed the floor. I kept wanting to walk like a man with leg apart which is not befitting a sissy like me. Anyway, I settled on a little stroll and sissy pose to show off my nylons, garter and panties. There will be more to come and cum as I become increasingly addicted to this site

blowing sissy kisses your way
Paula

I'm addicted to this site, so I decided to upgrade my membership last week. Now I get to watch all the wonderful videos that gurls post, plus all the other benefits. I'm building up the nerve to post my own video. I'm not sure why I'm nervous to do so. Should happen soon

I meet daddy on cam at the pre-arranged time
I rub myself over my pink satin panties like he tells me to. Daddy tells me to pull them down to show what I'm covering "Let's see what your hiding in there... Oh look at that tiny clitty. It's so cute... That's it, rub it like a sissy gurl."
Sticky pre-cum over my fingers "taste that sissy juice. Bet it tastes really nice. You like it don't you, gurl?"
"Yes daddy. thank you daddy. it's so good"
"Now bend over sissy, show me your pussy"
"Yes daddy"
"Stick your finger in, lube it up and play with your hole"
Yes daddy... can I use my dildo daddy, please"
He agrees "fuck that pussy hole... come on now, fuck that pussy hole. Stretch it so you can take lots of big cock. Bet you'd like that"
"Oh god yes daddy. You're so good to me daddy. I so want big cocks in me"
He tells me to face him and keep fucking my pussy
"rub that clitty for daddy. Better not stop"
"oh god daddy it feels soooo gooood"
"Better not cum til I tell you to"
"no daddy. I mmm won't mmm. oh daddy"
I twitch and moan as I resist holding off
"CUM NOW SISSY!! I want to see you cum!"
On command I release my sissy sperm in four powerful spurts. "ohhhhhh mmmm daddy mmmm"
"now lick it up"
"yes daddy" a little reluctantly, but I do it.
"Show me"
I open my mouth and show a mouthful of cum. I play with it with my tongue and lick my lips leaving them shinny with cum.
"That's a good sissy. you did good. I'll see you tomorrow."
"yes daddy"

Yesterday I was feeling quite sissy and went out to my some more items for my modest collection. I went to the department store I went to last week but there were too many people around and I didn't feel comfortable, so I left to go to a sex shop instead where I found full body nylon set which I love. I also checked out the large selection of butt plugs and found a small "starter" one. I have tried inserting things, brush handles, markers and such, in the past, but did not enjoy it. Anyway, I thought I'd give it another try with a small, soft blue dildo that I found.

I rushed home and put on the nylon suit and it felt amazing. Of course I had to take pictures and post them because I get so titillated from doing so. Next I tried the butt plug. I made sure to use lots of lube naturally. I starting slowly lubing the entrance of my hole then slowly sliding it in. It was a delightful feeling. I start moving up and down, slowly at first, then faster and faster, moaning loader the faster I went up and down.

The only problem is that after an hour and a half I was getting sore. Fortunately I had a powerful orgasm with the plug deep inside. I was in the bathtub and came all over my feel and tube. I was surprised by the amount I produced.

I felt silly afterwards and thought I had wasted my time and money with this indulgence. I wanted to purge my recent purchases but didn't. I'm glad I resisted the impulse to throw everything away. I have to give my bum a rest so I'll just take a break for bit. Not feeling so sissy today lol

So I started wearing panties to work. I've never worn them for this long. In the past I would prance around in the house until I'd be so horny I would jump in bed and jerk off. The other day I was so horny with my panties in on in the house that I just pulled them down and rubbed myself for a moment and came all over the floor while I was standing in the kitchen.

Nevertheless, I took a chance that I would not have the same urge at work and wore my white lace panties the other day. I was deliciously aroused all day of course, but made no mess ha ha. But I must say I now understand the meaning of "getting your panties in a knot". Though I loved having them on, at time they were a bit uncomfortable and yes, in a knot. Still I didn't regret my decision and today I wore my pink pair. Which ones should I wear tomorrow? Any suggestions?

I've been wearing panties and lingerie off and on over the years. Like many, I would purge and swear to never do that again, but after a while the urge would return. Of course it never really goes away... Anyway I've been wearing my girlfriends panties now and then, especially when I'm alone doing chores in the house like laundry. Panties bring out the panties in me so it's appropriate for me to wear them when there's cooking and cleaning to do.

But her panties are not enough for me. They're not all that sexy, cute though they are. I will take a few pics with them on some day. But in the meantime I want to get my own which I can wear to work. With that in mind, I took a little trip to the local department store last week. I made sure they had a self check out area first. I roamed around the store and to my delight, noticed that there was almost no one in the female undergarment section.

I gradually got closer, pretending to look at men's socks in a nearby section. Once I decided which panties I wanted, I darted over and snatched a few. I picked some knee-high nylons first, then a package of briefs, and finally a set of lacy panties. I was nervous of course but found it to be such a titillating rush. I had thrown in a few grocery items in the cart before hand to help conceal what I had really come to purchase. I rushed through the check out, worried that someone would notice. Not sure why I would bother me to much if they did. I think a girl next to me in the check out noticed but I was out of the store in no time.

Once back home I started taking pictures which I posted last week. I enjoyed it so much I went again today after work. This time I was a little braver and bought thongs and a lingerie set, pictures of which I will post soon.

I just finished shaving in preparation for a meet with a friend I met on this site. I'm all smooth now and my panties are ready.. I can't wait. I haven't been with a guy in a long time.

It's the first time I'll hook up with someone from here. I'm nervous, but so excited at the prospect of playing with his smooth cock. I hope it works out.

Hoping to get some cock tonight. Maybe even two. A local guy I've sucked before. He wants more and I'm happy to oblige and he has a friend who's interested so I just might get lucky. We're talking fat juicy ones that I can suck all night! mmmm