"I started getting turned on by sanitary towels when I was around 13 to 14. My mother suffered from anxiety and depression at times and found it difficult to go out sometimes. So, often she would ask me to go to the shops and get her some Dr Whites size 2 looped sanitary towels. They were generally the ones she used along with a sanitary belt and sanitary knickers.
Initially, I realised she needed them every month but I wasn't really sure why she needed to use them. Somedays I would get home from school and find her in rather an agitated mood and she would be pleading with me to go and get her a packet.Often, when I arrived back home she would anxiously take them from me and rush into the bathroom with them. At times I could hear as she tore open the box and a few minutes later I often heard the rustling of a paper bag as she wrapped up her used towel before placing it in the bin. This started to excite me more and more and I found that I was beginning to hide around the corner from the bathroom door (out of sight) so that I could hear her as she wrapped up her used towels.
Often, I would wait for a few minutes once she had come out and then rush into the bathroom and, having locked the door, eagerly look inside the bin and excitedly take out the used towels and unwrap then before holding them nervously in my hands before lifting them to my face so that I could sniff them. I got to the stage where I was anxiously awaiting her period arriving each month so that I could hold and look at her towels.
This was obviously the beginnings of my love of sanitary towels. I have been addicted ever since"