sissypattie's Blog

this story I wrote is about a sissy being used by a black master
but it really doesn't matter if the master is black or white just use the sissy faggot the same way and totally expose and ruin her (him)
my fantasy about being blackmailed and totally ruined
watch out this could happen to you
im a sissy faggot I live in st Louis mo im in the closet no one knows i dress in femine clothes I was married when I was 20 and straight after a year I caught her cheating on me , we only had sexy 3 times I couldn't get hard with her , I was allways thinking of men, masters, tops, at home I stole her panties bras high heels lip stick, and would dress around the house, after the divorse I got the house and I started to wear panties to work everyday and shave my legs smooth , somedays i wear stockings under my work clothes and butt plugs ,my toe nails are bright pink allways ,, i hope no one catches me then on weekends I would dress up all weekend long , I then shaved my armpits and cock and balls ,, I was now smooth from the eyeballs down ,,
im very scared at being blackmailed and exposed and ruined but i have many fantasys like this one.
i wish i was caught and exposed as a sissy faggot cumdump by a dom black or white master or mistress online but i get embarrassed about thinking about being forced to be with a gay black master . I meet him online in a sissy chat room we chat for a week or so and one night he says he has a new softwere program that is faster in chat and he asked me to install it . he uses the softwear program teamviewer to get into my computer and findout all my secrets , once i installed it he got on line with me and he made me watch as he added him self as the adminstraighter and he told me the computer was going to go to black screen for about 20 mins and for me to take a shower and shave really close and get dressed femine , in the mean time he added programs like keylogger , spy softwear, parental control softwear, mint. com , and webcam softwear, all to find out my info and blackmail and ruin me
he found out my passwords and email contacts and where i worked the first night , the next day he found out my home address and credit card numbers my home phone number and cell phone number , he slowly started to expose me and ruin me . hes goin to make me into his white sissy slave , i cant do anything he controls me now , he embarrasses me and humilates me
my online master then told me that he was a dominate gay master and he was a cop in city that he lived in and that he can do anything he wants to me , because whos going to believe a sissy over a cop ,, he says he owns me now and that fun going to begin,,
my black master found out i had being lieing about being single and that i had a girlfriend of two years and he made me get dressed like a slutty school girl and hold up my drivers licence to my face and say my real name and then say my sissy name and then say im a lieing sissy faggot and that I m going to break up with my girlfriend so I can serve my online black master forever and then I had to call her and break up with her over the phone on speaker phone so he would be able to hear everything she said while he watched me on webcam . I had no idea I was being recorded doing this , after that he made me dress femine everyday after work , made me wear girls shorts and tops in public, then made me buy a tiny thong bikini online that he picked out and then go to a tanning bed everyday in it and show him the thong tan lines he made me buy a months worth of tans, he watched me get dressed in girls work out short shorts and girls tops that say diva or princess on them , with bright bras underneath and pink lipstick and no wig , then go run errands like to the post office or bank exposing myself as a sissy making sure to take pics outside of them to prove i was exposing myself. making me call up on 3 way calling so he could listen as i called nail salons and made appointments using my sissy name to get my nails done making sure i prepay using my male name so i cant call and cancel. making me call to get my eyebrows waxed and shaped in a femine arch at a different salon everytime so more people would embarrass me and laugh at me ...then after i was off the phone he would call them back and tell them what he wanted them to do to me ,,, i didnt know he called them back ,,
he would send me to the mall to get my ears pierced dressed in a girls tshirt that says princess on the front and you can see my bright pink bra under and NO MAKE UP . then sent me to a tattoo parlor wearing a fem boy look with pink lipstick on and get my tongue pierced and I had to buy a few tongue rings and barbells, and a large pink cock shaped tongue ring, a few weeks later I had to go back there again and get my nipples pierced and gold rings installed, every time I went the girl at the desk laughed at me and told me most real men would never get there nipples pierced or wear lipstick , then a couple weeks after that I had to go back again and get my belly button pierced and buy a ring and a charm that says SISSY from the same girl I was so embarrassed ,
then my black master made me buy a cb6000s chastity device online one he picked out for me and watched me buy form his computer and he sent me his lock in the mail with no key , he made me get on web cam and open the UPS box and beg to lock my clit up with his lock. he showed me the key in his hand, and now he owns my clit no more hardons no more cumming with out permission ever . he started making me take a chemical castration pills that he sent me UPS he made me open it up on webcam and beg over and over again to take the pills so my clit would shrink and not get hard again. if i didnt he was going to make me get castrated by a doctor he knows .
my black master my owner then sent me out again to the tattoo parlor and he sent a tattoo design too , he told me to prove im a black owned white sissy boy and get a Ace of Spades tattoo to be tattooed on my left ass cheek , and to get 2 small black panther paw prints on my chest ,buy then everyone in the tattoo shop knew I was a sissy fag and they asked me if I really wanted the tattoos , I told them yes I want everyone to know I love black men,
my black master set up a paypal account with my creditcard and made me start buying stuff for him on his wish lists , i watched on my computer as he drained my bank accounts and he made me take out more credit cards in my name and have them sent to him. from different card companys , each day for a week he made me go online and apply for a different card every day I was falling more into dept , he then made me send him my tax forms from the last five years so he knew where all my money was , and made me change my direct deposit paycheck from my full time job to his bank account he made me send him 70 percent of my check to his bank and I had to survive on only 30 percent , and then at my work he made me cash in my 401 k early all 80,000 dollars sent straight to his bank totally ruining me
he made me get a second job on the weekend days at target so that i could earn more money for him and have every penny of my new job go right into his account by direct deposit , that way i never see a dime of my pay check, iwas working as a white slave to a black man
he made me watch on my computer as he made ads on Gay dating web sites and upload my pics and fill in all the info about me , my location my address my job, so I can hook up with gay guys in my town, I couldn't believe he was doing this , and meet them asap , for quick blowjobs ,he told me he knew I wasn't gay but he didn't care he was going to turn me totally gay and I will never get pussy ever again, I started to cry on web cam, he was laughing at me , he would make me watch as he logs in on these gay web sites and chat with guys in my town and tell them I was a sissy and I need to swallow a load right now , then he would send them my cell phone number and make me answer every call on speaker phone so he could hear me set up a date and time for me to suck them off.
thats when he started making me pay a fag tax every week of 5 dollars for every cock i sucked and 10 for every time i got fucked, every week he would tell me how many strangers i had to suck off at xrated book stores or from craigslist ads he placed , there were lots of penaltes if i didnt suck off the right amount of guys , high interest rates, every week the amount of cocks i sucked off would increase,so i had to pay more and more ..
my black master then started making more craigs list ads, back page ads, and adam for adam ads, grinder ads,for me ,making me meet strangers for blowjobs, then he found a few more adult book stores near me and made me go to the glory holes booths and suck off strangers and send him pics immediately almost every night sometimes right from one store to the next, then he finnally made me get fucked bareback by a few strangers no condoms that way my hole was full and my panties were full of cum , then he found a few gaybars by me and truck stops to go suck off real truckers ,
he made me buy a cell phone with GPS tracking on it so he could track everywhere i went .. all over town ,, so he knew if i was in the book store sucking off strangers for hours or at the tanning salon or at the truck stop or rest areas looking to be used as a cumdump
sence he was a cop he found out were the real hookers in st louis would walk the streets and get picked up and arrested , he would make me get dressed up like a street hooker on web cam and make me take the bus down town to the block were the real hookers would pick up tricks and I would have to take pics outside a pawn shop and wear my Bluetooth ear piece and walk the streets while he talked to me telling me what to say to strangers when they pull over ,, he would make me charge 20 for a handjob and 30 for a blowjob, he would listen as I got in car after car sucking off strangers , he would make me stay out there for hours until I earned 200 dollars ,I was so scared I would get arrested and put in jail. he tracked me on GPS all night long so I couldn't get away.
the next day with the money I earned walking the streets he made me go to best buy and get 8 survailince cameras and install them in every room in my house and install the softwear on my computer so that he can watch me on his computer at all times ,, even in the bathroom ,
about that time he made me call a doctors office on 3 way calling and make appointment to see a doctor he knew , I had to tell the nurse on the phone that I was a male looking for female hormones to start growing breasts and that I would like the earliest appointment I can get ,, I had to give her my male name and address and phone number so embarrassing, my master had already told the doctor I wanted the strongest expermintal female hormones they have and I wanted huge tits and big implants and my nipples to stick straight out 24/7 , I didn't know any of that when I went to see the doctor my master made me dress like a male fem faggot boy with a little lip stick and a pink bra under a womens sheer blouse and NO WIG , so everyone was looking at me , I had answer a few questions from the nurse and the doctor came in to see me he was a big black doctor and he pinched my nipples and told me I will make fine looking girl and me pulled out a niddle and injected something right into both of my breasts , and then he made me sign a lot of papers with out me reading them , and then he gave me a prescription for a 3 month supply and for me to take them 2 pills 3 times a day , and make another appointment for 3 months .
my master made me start taking them right away and he made me start taking them on webcam and making me take more then the doctor ordered for faster results, and after 2 weeks my nipples were getting hard all the time and my breasts were sore and getting swollen he keep making me tell him how big I wanted my tits to be 36c and he would tell me that he wants them at least 38 dd or bigger and for them to look totally fake after I get my implants ?? after I earn enough money sucking off strangers walking the streets for implants he told me..
all this took about 8 months or so then my black daddy made me take out a second morgage on my house, each time i went to the bank i was dressed more and more girly ,my black master would make me dress on web cam the way he wanted me to dress a little femine then he would make me use skype on my way to the bank so that he can watch me then at the bank he made me were a blue tooth ear piece so he can tell me what to say to the female bank employee .so embarrassing, he contolled all my money now he made me shut off cable tv i was never home any more i was out sucking off strangers he made me walk into my kitchen and he made me throw out all my food , suger, flour , cookies, all canned goods , made me clean out my frig , nothing at all was in there , all my cabents were totally empty of every thing , no food in the house at all, he wanted me on a strick diet so I can lose 30 lbs, he sent me to the store to buy ramon nuddles only a months worth, thats all I was allowed to eat, ,i was on strick diet of ramon nuddles and cum form strangers .
he then made me get on ebay as he watched ,then he made me upload pics of my car and sell it fast for cash only and then send him the money fedx .then I had to cancel my car insurance,and then I had to cancel my heath insurance, i had to walk or take the bus to work now and and then I had to give all my male clothes away at goodwill ,except a few male work clothes, I was now wearing femine clothes at least 16 hours a day and my male clothes only 8 hours a day he gave me a small allowance each week for bus fare
my owner then made me buy a you tube of superglue , and then get dressed up in a bright pink bra and pink stockings and frostie pink lipstick , and then get on a live gay chat room and open my web cam and start following orders from strangers after 30 mins my master logged in and started sending me orders like seat on a 9 black dildo and bounce up and down, after that he made me get the tube of superglue and show the camera it was brand new in the package, then he send me a order for me to beg him over and over to squeeze the superglue into the padlock key hole on my chastity device , telling me to say how I am a loser white faggot and I don't need my tiny clit anyway and how I cant get hard anymore and how I wish I born a real girl , please master allow me to superglue your lock shut forever , I beg you over and over again,, after 10 mins , you finally give the order to do it ,, I put the webcam down next to my clit and squeeze the superglue right into the keyhole filling it up , after that my master started laughing at me and told me that now that ive proven myself to him that I quess he doesn't need to hold onto the key anymore and then he told me he was going to throw it into a lake today when he goes out .
two days later he made me get dressed like street hooker and beg him to allow me to cut up all my own credit cards up on web cam as he watched he made me tell him my real name and that I didn't need my credit cards any more because I don't know how to deal with money because I was a white sissy faggot and he laughed and showed me that he has the ones the bank sent him in his hands now . the bills kept coming to my house for every card he had , he would max out one and then make me call the card company on three way calling and i had to get the credit line incressed for that card , after i hung up he would laugh at me and tell me what a loser i was and how this was never going to end he was going to blackmail me forever and totally ruin me ,,
next day was friday and my black master made me call in work sick and get dressed like a bimbo cumslut. in bright pink micro mini skirt, white thigh high stocking bright pink 5 in open toe heels that are locked on , a pink and white crop top that has the words SISSY BOY on the front in glitter , i large black inflatable butt plug is in my ass pussy ,a red g string pulled up high and red 36 d cup bra that i have large filled water ballons , a leather collar on that says CUMSLUT.my make up is pink frosted lipstick, and red lip liner ,heavy black eyeliner and i have big pink plasic ear rings on, my hair is blonde and big , i have on 2in long pink finger nails and im holding my pink barbie purse.
then he told me go outside and walk down the street and take the city bus because today your going to the DRIVER LICENCE OFFICE and when got off the bus I had to walk about 3 blocks on a busy street to get to the office he made me put on my blue tooth ear piece and ordered me to go inside and get the form to legally change my name . now go get your sissy named changed FOREVER . he waited till i got the form and then he said to start filling out the form and wear it says new legal name he made me put SISSY PATTIE SWALLOWS . and then take a picure of the form and send it to him before i turned it in ...then after i turned it in i had to go get your new driver licence picture done . or he said he will email everyone on my contacts list
SISSYPATTIE@YAHOO.COM your boss, your parents, and your x wife , all the pics of you sucking all those cucks and swallowing all that cum, do you under stand sissy faggot
after 14 months my master kept telling me that I was going to have to down size for him so i can give him more money , because he said I was paying way to much in rent right now and that white sissy faggots should live like meth heads that's when he decided that I had to sell my house real fast to a guy he called and sent all my info too about my house he made me meet him dressed like a sissy hooker in my own house while he watched on web cam i had to sign every paper where it said my name i had to sign both names then i had to suck him off and let him fuck me bareback and sign the last paper as he shot his cum deep in my hole and then go to the bank and send all 300,000 dollars to his bank account every penny
2 weeks later i had to move into a lowrent apt he picked out on the web in the black part of town, it was run down and smelled bad and i was to openly be a gay white sissy there and never lock my front door ever, no drapes all windows unlocked, he made me sell or give away all my furnature bedroom set , kitchen table , tv, everything in my old house was gone , everything I didn't sell I had to rent a big dumpster and he hired a couple of guys to totally clean out the rest of my house while I was at work and all my pictures family photos everything was now gone . my entire old life was now gone forever..
he wanted everything in my run down apt to be totally girlie and femine, and only furnature I can have is a couple of lawn chairs and a pink girlie bedroom set , with pink sheets and bed spread ,
my black master then made me start putting in applacations in at girlie jobs and the gaybars putting my new name sissy pattie swallows on every form until i got hired as a waiter at the gay bar down the street from my new apt i had to walk to work every night and then walk home after every night.
after I got the job at the gay bar I had to work there for a 2 weeks doing both jobs not getting home tell 2am then going to work at 7am, finally my master made me get all my male work clothes , pile them up on the table and get a pair of sizzers and he told me to start cutting them all up into small pieces , every thing male I had left was now gone,, I was crying , he told me I didn't need anything male ever again,
thats when my BLACK MASTER finally did it and made me watch on my computer as he typed up my letter quiting my job , and attaching 10 different pics of me dressed femine and slutty sucking strangers cocks with cum on my face and in my mouth and getting fucked bareback , and then making ME beg over and over on web cam to push send on my computer so i can quit pretending to be a man and live the rest of my life as a total sissy faggot forever, i cried and finally pushed send .then he made me post on my facebook page that im a sissy faggot and that to spread the word to everyone i know that i will suck any one of my male friends cocks at anytime call me now,,, and i had to send send a mass email out to everyone in my contacts at work , family and friends with pics and links to all the sites my pics and videos are posted ,,,totally ruining me and outing me forever...
later on that night i had to get dressed as a sissy boy and go to the same tattoo parlor that he sent a design too and prepaid and get a tramp stamp in 4in high black letters(SISSY CUMDUMP) , now i have to work at a gaybar wearing girls shorts shorts g string underwear cb 6000 locked on forever and cute crop top a pushup bra and bright pink lipstick and NO WIG
i really wish this would happen to me
sissypattie@yahoo.com

wish i was caught and exposed as a sissy cumdump by a dom master . he uses
teamviewer to get into my computer and findout all my secrets , he finds out my
passwords and email contacts where i work , my address and credit card numbers ,
he slowly starts to expose me and ruin me . he makes me into his slave , i cant
do anything he controls me , he embarrasses me and humilates me . he found out i
had a girlfriend and made me break up with her over the phone while he watched
on webcam . after that he made me dress everyday after work , made me wear girls
shorts and tops in public, then made me buy a bikini online and go to a tanning
bed everyday in it and show him the tan lines, he watched me get dressed in
girls short shorts and girls tops that say diva or princess on them , with
bright bras underneath and pink lipstick and no wig , then go run errans like to
the post office or bank exposing myself making sure to take pics outside of them
to prove i was exposing myself.he made start taking female hormone pills 3 times
a day on web cam so he could make sure i was following orders, then he made me
buy a cb6000 online and he sent me the lock in the mail with no key , he made me
get on web cam and beg to lockmy clit up . he showed me the key in his hand, and
now he owns my clit. he set up a paypal account with my ceditcard and made me
start buying stuff for him , i watched on my computer as he drained my bank
accounts and took out more credit cards in my name and had them sent to him.
from diffent card companys , he then made me send him my taxes for the last five
years , and made me change my direct deposet paycheck to his bank account, and
cashin my 401 k early totally ruining me . this took about 4 months or so then
he made me take out a second morgage on my house, each time i went to the bank
he would make me dress on web cam i was dressed more and more girly he would
make use skype in the car and bluetooth at the bank so could listen and tell me
what to say,so embarrassing, he contoled all my money he made me shut off cable
tv ,i was on strick diet of ramon nuddles. made me sell my car on ebay i had to
walk or take the bus and give all my male clothes away at goodwill ,except a few
work clothes, he gave me a small allowence made me cut all own cedit cards up on
web cam. he then started making craigs list ads for me ,making me meet strangers
for blowjobs, then adult book stores, then glory holes , then finnally bareback
only ads and lots of web sites, then gaybars and truck stops, he made me sell my
house and move into a lowrent apt in the black part of town, i was to openly be
a sissy there and never lock my front door ever, he then made me start putting
in aplacations in at girlie jobs and the gaybar until i got hired. then he
finally did it and made me watch on my computer as he typed up my letter quiting
my job , and attaching 10 diffent pics of me dressed and sucking cocks with cum
on my face, and then making me push send on my computer, that night i had to get
dressed as a sissy boy and go to a tattoo parlor that he sent a design too and
get a tramp stamp in 4in high letters(SISSY CUMDUMP) and get my belly button and
nipples peirced ,and tongue stud, he has a dom friend thats a doctor that loves
making sissy boys into big breasted bimbo sluts , i had to call and make
appointment for 2 weeks ,now i have to work at a gaybar wearing girls shorts
shorts g string underwear cb 6000 and cute crop top a pushup bar and bright pink
lipstick and NO WIG,
i wish this would happen to me
sissypattie@...

i cant stop i love it


what would you do to this sissy faggot next???

im forced to get dressed like a bimbo cumslut. in bright pink micro mini skirt, white thigh high stocking bright pink 5 in open toe heels that are locked on , a pink and white crop top that has the words SISSY BOY on the front in glitter , i large black inflatable butt plug is in my ass pussy ,a red g string pulled up high and red 36 d cup bra that i have large filled water ballons , a leather collar on that says CUMSLUT.my make up is pink frosted lipstick, and red lip liner ,heavy black eyeliner and i have big pink plasic ear rings on, my hair is blonde and big , i have on 2in long pink finger nails and im holding my pink barbie purse.
you pick me up and drive me to the DRIVER LICENCE OFFICE and order me to go inside and fill out the form to legally change my name to SISSY PATTIE SWALLOWS . and then get your new driver licence picture done . or i will email everyone
SISSYPATTIE@YAHOO.COM your boss, your parents, and your x wife , all the pics of you sucking all those cucks and swallowing all that cum, do you under stand sissy, now get out of the car and go get your sissy named changed FOREVER .

hi am sissypattie ive been master jacks sissy for 1 month, he has made me into a cum swallowing sissy slut, hes has sent me on many tasks. after reading my first blog ( walgreens parking lot) , master jack emailed me and has been slowly feminizing me . master jack sends me on tasks dressed like a girl and makes me send him pics of what i have done. i cant believe how far i have come in 1 month , before i was a in the closet sissy that had never been out side dressed, now i have gone out dressed wearing a pink bra under a white v neck sheer top , pink thong panties black stockings pink finger nails , pink girls sweat pants and white ballet flats. this friday night and saturday and saturday night i went to a adult book store dressed like a sissy girl with pink lipstick on into a video booth and i sucked off 2 guys friday night 1 saturday day and 2 saturday night just like a good sissy cum slut should and i brought my camera so they could take pics of me with there cocks in my mouth and cum on my face and lips. i felt so excited and humilated to be giving a stranger a blowjob and letting them use me as a cum bucket . i loved every minue of it and cant wait to go back and suck cocks.
my master has made me in to the bimbo sissy cum swallowing that was deep inside me wanting to get out .
some tasks master jack has made me do this month
nair my body hair off
wear a butt plug at work(slowly increasing from 4 hours to 6 hours now) and panties and pantie hose under work clothes
pant toes red at all times
shopping dressed in white sheer v neck top bright pink bra underneath ( walgreens for pink lipstick,nail polish, lady speed stick,girlly magazine)
shopping for ballet flats at three differnet stores
shopping at thift stores for girl clothes (pink sweats, pink jeans, pink shorts)
i love being a sissy slut and cant wait to find out want master jack has in store for me this week.

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thank you Master Jack
today was really cold out side .low was 7 . in st louis. i did paint my toes nails red today. and i went out and bought pink nail polish. and nair .... and girls ladys speed stick (fruity melon scent)to wear when im dressed and to abs...
i got my hair cut last night, at greatclips. first time there so i talked to the stlyist about cutting it really short because i wanted to get rid of the gray. i have never had my hair this short and it feels fine. i got home and applied nair on wed night for about 10 mins. and it tingled at first and i slowlly washed it off . it took most of the hair off but not all of it.. so i apllied some skin lotion 2 twice before bed . it felt so weird and exciting at the same time to finally have my legs hair free after all these years. and to have no under arm hair too.
today i wore my pantiehose and pink bikini panties to work and my legs felt great. i also wore my buttplug longer today for about 5 hours... after all day i got home and beforei took my shower i applied more NAIR to the parts were i still had some hair ( behind legs ,under arms, and clit) it took off almost all the hair this time, i did get a little burn on the back of my legs(upper thigh). i still have some hair on my clit... i will get rid of it before tommorrows shower. i felt so weird today like every one could tell i was shaved, but i know they didnt know.
thank you Master Jack for letting me cum yesterday(wed). it was really hard to hold back all week , i laid on my back and flipped my legs up and had my buttplug in my ass as i jerked off on to my face and chest. i ve never done that before and wish you were watching. i did scoop up my cum and put it on my pink lipstick covered lips. ifelt like a slut licking my lips the rest of the night.
i m going out tonight ,looking for some ballet flats. i went on line and found some cute ones at payless.com . ive never wore them before and friday night im going to wear them to the abs..
thank you Master Jack

thank you Master jack

i ve looking online for yoga pants and sent you a pic of on i like. they are so girlly.

i wear a size 10 boot to work . and i ve been wearing my pantiehose and buttplug.
today i whad it inserted for about 4 hours and i sat on it most of the time ,

tuesday night i went to work out and ran for a about 30mins and did a lot of sit ups, i now wieght 210 and i have a goal of getting at least down to 180 lbs and i have been taking the female hormones every day. i hope one day to have big breasts and wear a bra every day.
i have been loogking on line for a new abs to go to and i think i found one buts its about 1 hour away form me . dr video in fenton mo.
tuesday night i got home and put on my pink lipstick and read your email and i got out my buttplug and started masterbating about everything i did this week . wearing a pink bra out on public wear everyone would notice. pink lipstick all day. buying a buttplug . i never thought i would be able to do these things i so so excited i came so fast all over my blue panties. what i sissy i was .
after i worked out i came home and before i took a shower i looked in the mirror i forgot to take off my pink lipstick before i went to the gym. i felt so embarrassed. i took a shower and put my pink panties on and went on the web to find a hot storie to read about Forced Feminzation , blackmail , hypnotized, bimbos, cuckolds . i love the site www.fictionmania.com
there are so many good stories on that site . i read a storie about a boss who got caught looking a shemales on the internet by the IT dept and was forced to become a sissy , he was made to wear panties to work and lunch he had to go out and buy a womens bikni and go to a taning salon and get a tan, he had to come back to the office and show on a web cam his tan lines to his new Master . he was turned into a cock sucking , sissy slut and he was forced to take homones every day ,he was slowly feminzied and had to become the company whore. i came twice reading this story while sitting on my buttplug with pink lipstick on.
thank you Master Jack for helping me become the bimbo sissy thats deep inside me wanting to get out.

Master Jack
i have been being trainied by Master Jack for the past 2 weeks . he has made me a list of tasks i have to complete every week. Master Jack made me dress up and go out in public , this weekend and i had to wear pink lipstick, a pink bra under a white v neck sheer top , pink gstring and nude panties hose , i was ordered to go to the mall and buy panties, then to a adult toy store and buy a buttplug, i was really embarrassed i know you could see my pink bra through the white top , the cups of the bra were very visable,i felt like a sissy girl out driving around . i took a few pics of my pink bra in the restroom at the mall. wear i had to put on my new pantiehose, i few girls walking behind me were giggling and pointing at me , i got so humilated,my cock was really hard . as soon as i got home i stuffed my new buttplug into my sissy ass , my first buttplug (4IN RED MED)i felt so full ,i kept it in my ass for a bout 2 hours , Mater Jack has ordered me to wear it to work on monday for 3 hours with panties and pantiehose, i have to send him photos proving it. i want to be the best girl i can be and Master Jack is slowly forcing me to become a the true sissy thats in side me wanting to come out.

i went to the book store in east st louis ( BROOKLIN ILL) ive been there before in the past and Fantasy land had been burnt down . i did not know this. i was dressed wearing a pink bra and pink g-string panties and my shear pantie hose tan .i just reapplied my pink lipstick i was wearing a girlly white v neck top very see through.i drove there hoping to suck some cock and be used like a slut. i was so disappointed, i went to a adult toy store buy the airport about 15 miles away and walked in with my white top on and you can totally see my pink bra in it. i walked around the store and bought a red 4 in med butt plug . the lady there looked me in the eyes then at my chest area and smiled and gave me my change she told me have a good time . i was so excited i know she saw my pink bra and lipstick, as soon as i got home i stuffed my new butt plug as deep as i could , it really hurt at first i had to slowly slide it in . i felt so full. it felt so embarrassing driving around dressed like a girl .i started taking my pills today (estroven) as soon as i got up and then on the way to the glory hole and i just took the 3rd one tonight. tommorrow i plan on going out and buying a few pair of girls panties .

when i was 15 i first started dressing in my moms panties, i a used pair in the hamper basket in the bathroom. i loved the way they feel so soft on my skin, i got hard right there and masterbated in them then i cam really hard . i stole panties from my aunts house (thanksgiving, x-mas, birthdays) from my cousins bedroom . i slowlly started wearing bras, high heels dresses, lipstick, i would hide everything so no one would find it.after school i would a have a couple of hours to dress up and jerk off,i few times i almost got caught , like this one time i lost track of time and my mom came home and i ran to the bathroom wearing her panties bra and lipstick, i quicklly turned on the shower and hid the panties and bra under the sink and i washed off the lipstick , i told my self i would never do it again. 2 weeks later there i was again jerking off looking at myself in the mirror wearing a girls panties ,
i could not stop , i had to wear them , they feel so sexy .
it wasnt tell i was 19 when i was snuck into a bookstore and whent to a booth , the first couple times i just jerked off watching movies, then after a few times i would look though the hole a watch the guy next store jerking off , i started dreaming about cocks at night , thinking about how the would fell, taste, smell, i got hard daydreaming about them, i finally got the courage up to go to the abs and get on my knees and suck some cock. i was in a daze the first cock was from a well dressed busness man i saw him come over to the hole a unzip his pants and this 7 in cock came though the hole i touched it and stroked it and slowly got the courage to kiss the head i remember the taste of his cock it was like icecream in my mouth i could nt get enough i started sucking and sucking and bobing up and down all of a sudden he came in my mouth with out any warning. i got amouth full and got some on my face , the taste was strange on my lips, but i swallowed it fast. thanked him , and i then got out of there fast , i had the taste of cum and cock in my mouth for hours.i was excited i went home and immedatly masterbated and came really hard thinking about that cock...