I'd like to discuss 'breast development' methods with others who have pursued that interest - hopefully with some success!

I began working on my tan last week. As you can tell, I love sexy (skimpy, femme) tanlines. Anyone else into that?

Part 2

Without saying a word the big black guy walked right up to me and reached for my big hard nipples. He obviously liked what he had seen as I had walked by the pool area and was now going after it. He proceeded to fondle and compliment my enlarged nipples. Then I noticed that his nipples were also unusually large - just like his big cock and balls. They looked beautiful on his hairless chest.
His bold manipulation of my nips had me real excited and I responded by reaching for his big, hard buds. They were almost as big as mine and from his reaction - very sensitive to my fondling. But my real goal was that beautiful big black cock and balls - a long time fantasy of mine was finally coming true.
He told me how much he liked smooth, thin, femme white boys and that I was just what he was looking for. I told him that he was jst what i was looking for as well, so we knew it was a good match.
With my own clit fully hard and straining against the confines of my big chrome ring, I just had to get my hands on his monster. It was still only half hard, but the biggest cock I had ever had my hands on. As I fondled it's totally smooth weightiness, I couldn't help but imagine trying to get it down my throat! If I got the chance, it would be a challenge, for sure.
By now he had also started playing with my own thick clit and loved the fact that I was shaved smooth and hard as a rock.
After a few minutes of mutual fondling he suggested we go to the 'play room', a dark side room off the pool area . I was loving the bold outdoor experience, but I sensed he was more shy abut it. So I agreed to meet him in the room. He gave my hard clit a final squeeze and said he'd meet me there in 10 minutes after he checked in with his friend at the pool.
After a few minutes of standing naked in hedge maze, with a hard clit bolstered by my metal cock/ball ring, I knew that to get to my rendezvous in the play room, I'd have to walk back through the pool area with my rock hard clit in sight of everyone! Of course, the thought of doing that made me even harder, and I decided to just boldly walk past the pool for all to see. I wasn't abut to miss my date wih Mr. Big!
After spending a fw more minutes in the hedge maze enjoying the sun on my naked body, I decided to head for my meeting with Mr. Big. I didn't bother to put on my little string bikini bottom since it would look ridiculous with my big hard clit.
As I entered back into the pool area, i felt all eyes were on me. I noticed Mr. Big in the far side sitting on a chaise lounge talkinr got his lanky black friend, and gave him a small wave and a smile. The very hairy guy with the huge nipples also gave me a nod and an excited smile as his eyes lowered to my hard clit. I smiled back and proceeded straight to the TV room at the far end of the pool area.
The room was dark and had two wall-mounted tv's showing x-movies - one straight and one gay. There was also a massage table, and a large bed in a side alcove - and a small restroom. As my eyes adjusted to the darkness I realized that it was empty except for me.
After enjoyng the x-videos for awhile it occurred to me that maybe I would be stood-up by Mr. Big. How disappointing that would be. I definitely wanted a big black cock experience!
Just then I heard the door form the pool area open and in walked Mr. Big. My heart immediately began to race.
He approached with a big smile and gave me a full body hug - something he hadn't done outside. I could tell he was much more at ease in this secluded private environment. He ran his hands all over my smooth, slender body, obviously pleased with what he had found.
He was much more aggressive that he had been outside and was definitely taking charge. After spending a lot of time manhandling my swollen nipples, it wasn't long before his big hands found my smooth, hard clit. It was obvious that I was his type and I think he was trying to decide which part of me he liked best!
As I let him have his way with me, my excitement grew knowing it wouldn't be long before my own hands would be all over his big, smooth, black cock and balls.

(to be continued)

A few years back I had been to a gay hotel / nudist resort and had fantasized a lot about a return visit involving my feminized exhibitionist play. Well, I finally got my chance on a recent trip to that area. The place is a small older hotel surrounding a large pool area, but it also has a nice big lawn & garden area out back called the 'backyard', with nice lawns, shade trees and a nice large hedge "maze" with paths and benches.

In preparation I had done a full body shave and was completely smooth. I also painted my toenails a light pink and wore a matching light gloss lipstick. Of course I also pumped my nipples to their fullest. I took along some womens 'high heel' platform flip-flops, my blonde wig and a collection of some sexy thong panties hoping the situation would be right and I would be brave enough to fully feminize in this outdoor environment. That would be a first for me, but something I had fantasized about a lot.

Arriving at the hotel, I bought a 'day pass' and proceeded to the locker area. I couldn't wait for my smooth body to be naked. I decided to wear my womans string bikini bottom (with side ties), an ankle bracelet, 2 toe-rings and a black choker band - and my heavy chrome cock & ball ring to enance my sexual appearance.

The afternoon sun felt great on my smooth body as I walked almost naked out to the pool area in my platform flip-flops. There were about 6 - 8 guys lounging there most naked - two with thongs. Two black guys were just coming out of the pool as I selected a chaise lounger. I couldn't help but notice one of the black guys had huge balls and a very big cock - probably 8-9" soft - shaved smooth, that swung as he walked. Ummm, I thought - wouldn't that big black tool be fun to play with! (a long time special fantasy of mine). The other had a very skiny, muscular hard body - totally smooth. Unfortunately, they went to recline at the far end of the pool where I couldn't get a very good view of them.

The others around the pool were a mix of mostly older white guys. One of them, quite near, that caught me eye me was a very hairy, big, bear-type older guy. Not usually my type, but I couldn't help noticing his very large nipples - that protruded out through his heavy chest hair. They must have been almost an inch long. I think he noticed my big pumped nips as well since I caught him staring at me several times.

As I lay almost naked in the warm sun, my mind was racing with sexy thoughts of what might be in store for me at this sexy, permissive place. Of course this led to repeated stirings in my clit, which I had to control. But after awhile it became too much, so I decided to take a walk to the "backyard" garden area and strut around a bit. As I walked through the pool area in my string bikini I tried to act kinda femme to add to my mystique, and I definitely got some hungry looks - even from the big black guy acoss the pool.

The big "backyard" area was empty so I walked across the open lawn area and headed for the hedge maze. My nipples were at their fullest from a long pumping and were super sensitive. Once in the maze, I decided I would get into my full exhibitionist play and advertise a little, so I took off my string bikini bottom to display my ringed - now half-hard smooth clit, and proceeded to walk around in the maze naked, twirling my string bottom in one hand as I displayed my best femme walk in my platform sandals. The warm sun felt great on my now naked clit and I decided not to fight my arrousal that was now in high gear. Within minutes I found myself with a full hard-on straining against my heavy chrome cock ring. The more I walked around, the more turned on I got - not really caring who might see me this way.

Unfortunately, nobody else was in the maze to witness my sexy show - or so I thought. Suddenly I heard footseps from behind the hedge, in the next row, so I picked up my femme act a bit as I continued walking within the maze hoping I was being watched through the hedge. After a few minutes of continuing my walk-about with my cock fully hard, I suddenly heard the footsteps close behind me and someone said, 'Hi, sister.'

Surprised that sommeone was so close to me, I turned around to see the "big" black guy from the pool approachng . OMG!
I immediately felt my heart start to race and a quick extra stiring in my hard, naked clit. As he aproached me I immediately again noticed his huge balls - and his big, half-hard cock swung as he walked. He probably heard me gasp as I realized my big-black-cock fantasy was coming true.

As his eyes devoured my naked femme body and smooth hard clit, he said, "I like your look, and was hoping I'd find you here. "

(to be continued)

I recently discovered a new play spot. It's an adult video arcade with a few very large booths with big g-holes on each side! I plan to go there, get dressed up and put on a little show for horny admirers in the adjoining booths. Stay tuned!

I had fantasized for a long time about having several horny guys shoot their cum loads on my naked body, but had never experienced it. I decided that tonight - in this sexy little theater - would be the night - if I could pull it off. The two original guys were still back there behind the half wall, and still playing with each other and watching my every move. I was obviously turning them on. So I boldly moved close to them and took a cock in each hand. They were rock hard - I hope from watching my performance up front. They immediately began running their hands over my body, my smooth hard cock and even playing with my big nipples. After stroking them a bit I whispered that I wanted them to to cum for me. They both said 'OK'. so I knelt down in front of them and continued to stroke their hard cocks, hoping i could make them shoot all over my naked body. Well, after just a minute or so, the first one started lurching and his hot cum shot all over my bare chest. I continued to milk him and spread my handful onto my chest also. Then I concentrated on the other guy, stroking his hard tool harder until I heard him let out a soft moan and felt his hot cum on my hand and chest. This guy shot a very big load and I could feel it running down my chest onto my belly. Wow! I was now quite a mess - wearing 2 loads of fresh cum. I felt so nasty - but strangely, wanted more! I proceeded to spread thier juice all over my smooth body. Then, as I stood up they thanked me and pulled up their pants and prepared to leave.
I had one more conquest in mind - the younger guy up front with the big cock. I relly wanted to play with him and hopefully wear his cum also. By now I was so excited and turned on that I got real bold and walked back up front again for another little performance. He was still playing with his big, hard, exposed cock so after a few minutes I leaned over, took his cock in my hand and whispered, "Meet me in the back." and proceeded to walk toward the rear, wondering if he'd take the bait. As I stood in the back waiting and watching the hot B&D movie on the front screen, I reflected on how kinky I'd become - naked in high heels in a seedy adult theater wearing 2 loads of fresh cum and wanting more!
Just when I was about to give up on getting his big hard cock to play with, I noticed the guy geting up. He walked slowly up the aisle as I stood naked against the side wall, lit up by the light from the screens. As he got nearer I noticed that his big cock was sticking out of his pants and still rock hard.
I moved out from the wall to meet him and immediately took his big hard tool in my hand. It was a real beauty. Probably about 9 inches and quite thick. I just stroked it and admired it for awhile then dropped to my knees for a closer look. I'm very selective about sucking cocks, but this one was very special. So I took it into my mouth, immediaately tasting his profuse amount of precum. I really wanted to make this guy shoot his load so after a bit more sucking licking of his errect tool, I proceeded to stroke him hard. I think he had been ready from the moment he walked back to me, because he came right away, shooting 4 or 5 large streams onto my chest as I milked him with my hand. This was an especially nice big load for the nasty slutty mood I was in. I continued to milk him dry, rubbing his big cockhead on my already wet chest to capture every bit of his load. As I felt it running down my smooth chest and stomach to my cock. he quickly put his cock back in his pants and went and sat back down.
I was now a total mess, naked with 3 loads of cum on my chest, stomach and hands. But that's what I wanted. Now I wanted all that cum to dry on me so I could inspect it when I got home.
So I made my way back to the loveseat where I'd hid my backpack and clothes. I sat naked and watched the hot B&D movie for a while longer, still very turned on by what I was doing, and actually wanting more! What a cum-slut mood I was in! But no new people arrived and it was getting late, so eventually I got dressed and headed for the exit.
As I walked out through the adult store, there were several customers browsing the sexy adult goods. I gave the pretty young cashier a smile. Little did they all know that I had just had a cum bath and was still wearing it under my clothes. I couldn't wait to get home and inspect the sexy mess I was wearing!
One of my wildest fantasies had just been fulfilled!

(End of Part 2)

Here's an account of my recent sexy outing to an "adult" theater. It was a long-time fantasy of mine. It's mostly factual - some fantasy. Enjoy!

Before arriving in L.A on business, I had noticed postings online about an "action spot" there - an adult store and theater, and thought it might be a place I could do my "sexhibitionist" thing - maybe even "dressed" or at least feminized to some degree. I would have to feel my way on this. Anyway, I decided to check it out and possibly do my thing if the scene was right.

I prepared by shaving myself - everything except my arms - a full-body shave - and applying my favorite femme perfume. I decided to wear very skimpy thong panties (purple) with a hole in the front for my freshly shaved cock & balls to stick out. I love this look and feel, and especially wanted to show off to others this way. It was a warm night so I wore only a pair of shorts, a tank top and flip-flops. In a small backpack, I carried a pair of black patent leather high heels, thigh-high black fishnet stockings and a short pleated miniskirt.

I arrived at the Deja Vu around 9:30 in the evening. The place was pretty nice - not too sleezy, with private booths in the back of the store and a small private theater for which they charger $10. I browsed the booth area awhile (nobody there) and watched a couple videos to get in the mood, then decided to venture into the theater. After paying the $10 to the young & pretty girl at the store counter, she said she'd have to "buzz me in, but there would be a 15-second delay". ( I later found out the reason for this.) So she pressed her control button and I proceeded back to the door for the theater. After the 15 seconds, it unlocked and I entered. (I liked this security feature.)

It was a fairly small theater with 5 or 6 loveseats/ couches along each side of a center aisle, and a standing area in the rear behind a half-wall about 4 feet high. There was a main screen in front and other smaller, wall-mounted flat screens on the side walls. It was quite dark with the only light being from the screens. As I proceeded to one of the love seats I noticed that two guys were standing in the area behind the half-wall, and only one of the love seats was occupied by 2 people. I sat down in one of the very comfy love seats towards the back and began to settle into this sexy scene and check out the movies playing. There were both straight and gay films on the smaller monitors and the big front screen had a hot B&D film. Something for everyone! Wow - what a pleasure palace!

As I took stock of my surroundings, I realized that the 2 guys on the loveset were openly playing with each other, and could hear sounds from the back area that suggested there was some action going on back there too. After about 10 minutes, I noticed that a small light on the ceiling started blinking and about 10 - 15 seconds later the entry door opened and another guy entered. (Now I realized what the 15 second delay was all about. It was to give warning in the theater that someone was coming in. This was great since it would alow me to do my thing withour fear of any sudden interuptions. I knew then that this was the kind of place where one could play pretty openly.) The new guy that arrived took one of the loveseats behind me.

As I got more turned on by the whole scene and the hot movies, I couldn't wait to do my "sexhibiting". I was really excited and turned on by the bold things I knew I knew I could do here. So after adjusting to my new environment, I proceeded to slowly and inconspicuously remove my shirt and shorts and roll them up and put them in my backpack. Then I slipped into my black patent leather high heels. I decided to forego the fishnet stockings and miniskirt and just be more 'naked'. Finally - there I sat - wearing only my sexy, modified "show-off " panties and high heels. Now I just had to get up the nerve to do a little showing off.


I decided that my first adventure would be to get up and walk to the back of the theater where the 2 guys were standing. Then maybe do more if I felt bold enough. Well, after watching the movies for another 15 minutes and playing with my big hard sensitive nipples, I was really turned on, and my cock was rock hard and straining against the hole in my panties, which seemed to fuel my need to get bold and show it off. So I said to myself, 'Just do it!', and I stood up and boldly started 'naked' up the aisle towards the back. As I passed the guy on the loveseat behind me, I could see he had his hard cock out and was playing with it and he was looking at me as the sound of my high heels on the hard floor got his attention.

As I reached the rear, I could tell that the 2 guys were playing with each other behind the half-wall. One guy's pants were down around his ankles. I took a position against the side wall about 10 feet from them and watched the action. The light from the theater screens was just enough to let them realize that I was almost naked. They both stopped what they were doing and I got their full attention. As they watched me I proceeded to stroke my hard cock and play with my big nipples trying to act very femme and provocative. They both continued to watch and play with their hard cocks. Then one of them moved towards me for a closer look. After a few minutes he reached out and began playing with my smooth, rock-hard cock poking out through my panties. I could tell he liked it.

I was so turned on by the scene I was in, I decided to take it a step further - to get real bold and walk up front near the big screen so everyone could see me. Then return to the back. So I broke away from the guy stroking my cock and started down the aisle to the front with my high heels tapping out a seductive sound on the hard floor as I walked. When I got up to the front screen I boldly turned around for all to see and began striking some sexy poses. As I stood in front and looked out, I now had a clearer view of the 2 guys that were sitting together toward the front. They both had their pants down around their ankles and were stroking each other's fully hard cocks. I took them by surprise, but they continued to play with each other as I put on my show up front. The guy that had been sitting behind me earlier moved down to a seat nearer the front and I realized that he was a college aged guy. Without hesitation he took out his cock and began playing with it. He was totally hard and quite big - much to my enjoyment. There was some sexy music playing on the video so I decided to do a little dancing for my audience. They all seemed to love it as they continued to play with their hard cocks.

After a few minutes of dancing seductively, I stripped off my panties and was totallly naked for them. Now I could also play with my own hard, smooth cock and balls. Eventually I danced my way back to the rear area with something else in mind.

(End of Part 1)

Well, I must say, the afternoon was thoroughly exiting for me and also for sexy Dawn. We both gave ourselves totaly to Jake and allowed him to use us as he pleased. His kinky creative play involved using his various toys and tools on both of us as we squealed in delight and got more and more turned on. I was pleased to see Dawn was enjoying his Mastery as much as I was. We were truly 'birds of a feather' when it came to kinky play. Our hard clits and swollen nipples got a total workover by Jake, who proved to be stern and controlling, but with respect for our limits. He made us change into various kimpy outfits from Lana's collection, and strut around the pool for him as he played with his big hard cock, and told us how to act and exactly what to do - for him and to him!
Perhaps someday when I have more time, I'll relate more details of that very memorable afternoon, but there was simply too much exciting action to describe here. Suffice to say, everyone was "fulfilled". It was one of the sexiest times I've ever had.

I must apologize for taking such a long 'intermission' in my blog story. But I just haven't had a block of time to do any further writing about my sexploits. I'll make some time soon! Please bare with me.

Jake takes Charge
Walking out to the pool behind Jake I could hear a faint jingling of the chain that connected his big nipples and it reminded me of my own hard buds and how much I wanted them played with. It felt so sexy to be walking with Dawn in our high heels with our hard clits protruding from put special panties. The aroma of our girly perfume mixed with Jake's musk scent had a special effect on my senses.
Jake plopped his bag onto the large patio table and immediately told us to walk around a bit more for him because he wanted to see us in the sun of the day. We were only too happy to comply sinc we were both exhibitionists at heart and enjoyed showing off our sexy gurl look. Dawn had perfected a very sexy high heeled walk, so I followed her lead and quickly had it down, and was strutting like an experienced hooker.
We made a lap around the pool and returned to face Jake.
Jake made it clear that he and Dawn felt I was very special, and they were going to take charge of me for the day. It excited me to think that she and Jake had planned this twist from the start. He said that they would be introducing me to some new and rather off-beat, kinky erotic experiences, and that if at any time I felt uncomfortable, I should let them know. I assured them that I was ready for this and wanted to experience some new sexual diversions. We all nodded in agreement, anticipating that this would be a special day.
With that, Jake said 'lets begin', and told me to step up onto a short 2-foot high wall next to the garden area. I promptly did as instructeed and soon stood on display above them. My clit began to rise again at the thought of standing exposed like this as the center of their attention. I loved it!
He had Dawn then spread out a white beach towel on the table and then proceeded to take several smaller bags out of his duffle. He picked up one of the bags and gave it a little shake, whiich produced a metalic jingling. Then he dumped the contents onto the towel. It was a collection of steel chromed cock rings of various sizes - probably at least 20. He proceeded to arrange them in 3 size groups.
After inspecting the rings he approached me and said, "Let's get those sexy panties off of you and dress you up a different way." With that he proceeded to pull down my panties - removing my hard clit from its special opening as he did so. With the panties off, I felt so much more naked - even though the panties hadn't really covered much. With Jake close in front of me, I noticed that his big nipples were double poerced with metal rings, and the chain between them was connected to the rings, not to nipple clamps. I could only imagine how that might feel on my own big buds.
With my panties off, Jake inspected me, running his big hand over the smooth, hairless skin of my clit and balls. "That's a beautiful clit you have, Lana." he said with a shortness to his breath, indicating excitement. "I'm glad you're nicely shaved. It saves me having to do it." he said complimenting me on my totally bald condition.
I was pleased he liked me and my clit was now at full attention again from his touch and the excitement of being up on the wall exposed in this position, not knowing what was coming next. I was amazed at how exciting it was to have someone else in control of me in a sexual situation.
"Now I want to get that nice clit of yours ringed up," he said."You're going to like this. Dawn, give me two of the largest rings."
I had almost forgotten about Dawn, who was taking this all in and, from the look of her stiff clit, was as excited as I was. She immediately hamded him the rings and he announced that these would be slipped around my cock and balls. He proceeded to install them and had to man-handle my hard cock and balls to get them in place. After some trial he managed to get them positioned and they felt great - sort of like pulling my cock & balls out from my body.
"I think she can handle one more,' he said, and Dawn handed him another. The third hard ring stretched me almost to the point of discomfort.
"How does that feel , Lana?"
"Wonderful" I gasped.
"Good. Lets see what we can do with those balls." he said, pulling down on my smooth ballsack to gauge its length. "Dawn - give me three of the smaler rings - but maybe she can take four."
With some effort, Jake soon had all four rings on my ball sack, which had the effect of separating my balls from my hard cock. The weight and the double binding effect from the two sets of rings was a unique and wonderful sensation. When Jake asked how it felt, I could only gulp and nod my approval.
"That'll be enough rings for now," he said. "But maybe we'll get some more on you in a while. Now i want you to get down and take a walk around the pool again for me. I think you'll like how the rings feel when you walk."
I immediately did as instructed, stepping down off the wall and proceed to walk around the pool using the same sexy walk that Dawn had displayed. The rings on my hard cock and balls had a soecial weighty effect that was only intensified and enhanced by walking action.
This time Dawn walked a few steps behind me and whispered, "You're doing great, honey. Doesn't this all feel super sexy? I can't wait to see what else Jake has in his bag of tricks."
All I could do was nod in agreement and fantasize about what else might be in store for me.