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Gift Premiumnew meat - am highly aroused by the thought of a strict master using me for his bitch, have never had a cock in any hole - train me as you wish.....you would be the first - no one wants to break in a cherry virgin bitch i guess.......
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Sunday, January 15, 2012, 7:25:00 PM- why i unlocked | ||
its pretty simple i got way horny - way aroused - went out for a few drinks with some friends, was wearing the pink thong and white stockings under my clothes and of course the birdlocked - was feeling somewhat aroused by doing that - so we went into the bar sat down and ordered a drink - down the bar i noticed this couple - he was a hunk i guess you could say and she looked the part of one of those doms you see - tall - well built - acted like she owned the place - my mind started to roll - putting them both in leather and me, collared - caged, ring gaged and plugged - pushed to my knees in front of the hunk as he opened his pants and out sprung this beautiful cock......which then slid into my mouth, i had no choice because of the ring gag - she stood behind me and doing a push/pull on my head so he didnt have to move and gave a reminder with her crop that i should be sucking this manly cock the best i could....oh my - i was in fantasy land and could not shake the scene from my mind, i tried to get hard in the cage - so frustrating it was - so frustrating - we had 3 or 4 drinks at which time i decided to head home - that scene continuing in my head as i walked home - the cold air did nothing to calm my arousal - when i got home i shucked off my clothes just wearing the pink thong and stockings then opened up this site - to see all the beautiful cocks here - and the fantasy continued from the bar - ya - i was a bit tipsy - i got the key - unlocked it - got the cum plate, pulled my panties down got on my knees and started to jack off looking at some of the cocks here - it did not take long for my cock to explode on the plate - oh - it felt sooooooooooooooo good to cum - and what i load i produced, i just could not help myself - its what happens when you yourself are the key holder - i should be punished for this - corrected - if there were a Dom i am sure it would be a strict correction - at least i would hope - - - i did do as i have been told after cumming - i did lick the plate clean of my cum, a cock slut should always like up their messes i have been told - i am actually getting used to the taste and enjoying it some now - i swallow every load i produce - i do hope you found this explanation at least readable, enjoyable and understandable - if you have questions or comments please either pm me or leave them here - thank you for taking the time to read my blog subcock | ||
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Friday, January 13, 2012, 8:33:32 PM- chastity cage and panties | ||
i received an pm asking me to write about why i am wearing the chastity cage and what does that feel like and about why i am wearing panties along with it - i am wearing the cage because its one way i can show to a prospective Master and/or Mistress that i am serious about turning over control to them - for now there is no key holder so i can pretty much do as i would please, i could take the picture showing i am wearing it post it go unlock it and walk away for the day, yet i am not doing so, it remains locked on for the entire day, no matter were i am going or what i am doing - it stands to reason as with a Master and/or Mistress - they would control the key and thus control my cock and balls - theirs and for their pleasure - i cannot even stroke myself with the cage on much less have an orgasm, i even lose the feel of my panties upon my cock because of the cage - and getting aroused while wearing the cage very uncomfortable feeling - not really painful - not at all a pleasant feeling - so to answer the question, i wear it, i follow the rules as there were a keyholder so as to show a Master and/or Mistress that indeed i am very serious, very serious about becoming a cock slut/subslut/slave - that i am serious about being trained - that i am serious about the power exchange - wearing the cage itself is something one has to get used to - its not all that uncomfortable, yet not all that comfortable either - you feel its presence when you sit, walk, sleep, always - the birdlocked has a bit wider cock and ball band which makes your cock and balls stick out just a bit more - that makes a bulge in most things you wear which is a little noticable if you do not dress properly, the cb 3000 i had before pretty much mirrored the normal position of ones cock and balls so it was much easier to hide - personally i think the bulge is a good thing, one has more to worry about in being "discovered" - it does take some practice to install but that too means a good thing - greatly more difficult to escape for a quickie stroke and back in - i have tried - i have not found a way yet - the material its made out of, which is silicone does give a bit - its forgiving - the cb3000 was made of hard plastic and did not give at all which at times made it painful when it didnt need to be - i have found that the birdlocked allows one thing the cb did not - that is teasing - being made of silicone when you place a magic wand on the cock sheath piece you feel it and become aroused - it is frustrating to be sure as there is nothing at all you can do about it - just sit there and take it... the position of your cock head which is kept in position by the ball splitter piece makes it difficult to piss standing up, dam near impossible actually, which then requires you to be seated to piss - which in the situation i would suppose a those in charge would like, you even need to wipe as a female would - wearing panties and womens lingerie - well - when i embarked upon this and turned myself over to the idea that i wanted cocks in my mouth, in my ass, wanted to taste cum, to be a slave to both sexes and do for their pleasure - it seems appropriate to begin wearing panties full time - after all my slut hole is now longer considered an ass but a pussy and pussies have panties worn over them - it also is about risk and being found out and lastly to yet again show that i am serious about what i am seeking - i wear panties all day, i wear panties in bed - occasionally i will dress the part with other female lingerie which includes a bra, stockings, bustier - of all the panties i have only 3 pair were purchased on line, the rest purchased in person in the store, granted it was not mentioned that these items were for me, but the sizes are a good give away - size 7 panties - a 40 c cup bra - and extra large bustier - etc - in the end it was yet again a demonstration of how serious i am - i do hope someone who is as serious as i am about being trained to take cock is also serious about training me in that way - i hope someone like that comes forward and starts a dialog thank you for reading my drivel...... please if you have any questions that you wish me to answer here pm me - i will do my best to answer then honestly and candidly subcock | ||
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Friday, January 13, 2012, 2:12:25 PM- thoughts and shave day | ||||||
today was clean and shave day which means the chastity device needs to be unlocked and taken off so to be able to shave my cock and balls to smoothness, clean the device, and take a shower without the device on allowing the skin to dry completely before reinstalling the chastity cage. this routine cleaning takes place about every 3 to 4 days, just taking a shower with the cage on is not enough to ensure no skin infections etc - i did not jack off during the time the cage was off, honest, this will be day 3 of being locked down. i am in the market for a medium to small butt plug that has an insertable length of somewhere around 7 plus inches for extended wear - this is asshole training so as to allow a Masters cock to slide into my slut hole with ease the first time. there have been several Doms that have come forward and have expressed an interest in training me to be a cock slut, i have however already experienced the bad side of that and have now become gun shy about how to contact and about the knowledge of said Doms, i do prefer at this point to keep all communication to this site only until a trust can be built which may then allow for other means, more private ones to be in contact - i am also assessing the knowledge each has, there are things which a Dom should know about hygiene - about damage that could result - about limits and about trust - thus far i am not very impressed by what i have found please if you are interested pm me or comment here on this blog etc for the time being i do remain panty clad and caged - waiting for someone to come forward who is interested in training a virgin cock slut - if you have tasks for me to perform to show that i am serious, please do pm me or leaving a comment here and i will to the best of my ability, respecting my limits do what is desired subcock | ||||||
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Wednesday, January 11, 2012, 9:47:58 PM- so turned on by a video | ||||||
try that again - i had occasion to be watching a video which totally engrossed me and completely aroused me to the point that had it not ended i may have cum hands free in my panties while watching - the scene was a room, there was a man on his knees wearing a posture collar with a leash, a head harness with a large ring gag tight in his mouth, a blind fold, there was a spreader bar between his ankles and his wrists were locked behind his back to a ball stretcher with 2 eye hooks which kept it balls tight and back - a man stood before him in leather chaps and a leather jock strap, he whispered to the kneeling man, you are my cock slut, you will now learn to suck my cock......he unzipped his jock and a beautiful hard cock came out - he grabbed the collar of his slut and placed his cock on the sluts tongue and just let it rest there for a time and whispering to his slut, you will take this cock, you will suck it, you will swallow its load after you ask permission, then he started to slowly stroke his cock in and out of the cock sluts open mouth, all the time talking his slut about how good that felt how the sluts mouth was for the pleasure of his cock and soon it would be going deeper and deeper into the sluts throat - he kept stroking his cock into the his sluts mouth using the collar to control the depth and speed........after a time he was close to orgasm, and told his slut so, told the slut he was going to swallow his masters cum , he was going to beg his master to do so, beg his master to cum in his mouth, his cum flooded the sluts mouth, he held it there until his master gave permission to tilt his head back and allow it to slide down his throat because of the ring gag......... i was so turned on by this - wanting to be the slut - so wanting to be the slut.......dam........ | ||||||
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Wednesday, January 11, 2012, 9:35:21 PM- so turned on by a video | ||
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Wednesday, January 11, 2012, 9:34:54 PM- limits | ||
there has been a question asked about my limits and where they may be, its a decent question that deserves and answer, i do try to be honest with all questions here, even if its a bit humiliating to answer them - i WILL NOT do the following 1. anything with blood 2. tats 3. needles of any kind 4. nothing to do with scat 5. pierceings - i dont have any - dont want any 6. choking 7. public demonstations - fine with a few at a home... 8. punching or kicking 9. fisting 10. ball busting 11. eating wierd things - 12. large insertions - there will be more i am sure - but as a start this is a good set of ground rules the maybes ---- 1. i have tasted piss in small quanitities having been required with a girlfriend to lick her clean after she pissed - she always saved a fresh squirt of nectar for me to swallow 2. i guess there are not many of these - if you have more questions please PM me or leave them as comments here and i will do my best to answer them as honestly as i can | ||
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Tuesday, January 10, 2012, 12:02:19 PM- have i always been a submissive | ||||||
this question was asked and it needs a response - i would have to say yes i always have been a submissive, have always been aroused by wearing lingerie and have been doing so off and on for many years, have always been aroused by passing control to someone else - a trusted someone for sure - i have dabbled in it over the years, have had a few female partners who particapated lightly - thinking of it mainly as play, but i so enjoyed it and wished it were reality, i had many dreams of serving a woman, my body at her disposal, being controlled, trained, used, and having little or no control i have also for most of my life been very bi interested but have never explored that aspect of my life, but i have always dreamed of being a submissive to a man in the same ways as i had dreamed of being a submissive to a woman, i have even had thoughts of serving a couple it is only now that i have decided to be active in exploring these aspects of my personality - i try to do what i think i might be required to do, but its so little, like last night - someone gave me permission to stroke myself to orgasm in a condom then drink and lick the contents of the condom, i did so, thinking of doing so in front of a master, a mistress - i am a true submissive and am serious in my desire to explore, to be with a man, i will need a bit of persuasion as even if i desire to worship cock, i am a little afraid of doing so, a push would do wonders and to be sure - tied down, on my knees - masters cock bumping my lips......oh.....you cannot force the willing | ||||||
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Monday, January 9, 2012, 9:03:54 PM- monday | ||
i have has several requests to fill today, one was for a matching panty and bra set the other for stockings etc - i did some shopping today, was a bit humilating to be sure - buying things my size and saying so, i have posted the appropraite photos - to take the photos, i did slide my largest plug in, looks like a trailer ball but wide - oh....it fills me full, slides around so well in there and makes my produce precum in quantity which ends up on the front of my panties - yes Sirs, i do suck and lick it off before i hand wash them - i also added a cock ring and ball stretcher - my cock gets so hard feeling the fabric of the panties - oh....gets harder still with the rings and very sensitive, i do stroke thru my panties, but as i have had no permission to stroke myself to orgasm as yet - well - it may cum on it own, i am very sad that NO ONE will take the time to comment upon my blog, i write in good faith hoping to hear something from someone - especially about my jacking off - you could at least make some comment - i need to post pictures and ride out this hard on in my getting wetter by the moment new panties......vs no less...... | ||
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Sunday, January 8, 2012, 3:20:46 PM- another question | ||
should i have a slut hole plug in while jacking off? | ||
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Sunday, January 8, 2012, 1:48:01 PM- jacking off | ||
its going to be a jack off day today, there are so many questions about how a slut does this, what is the proper proceedure to be pleasing for a Master or Mistress, i do realize that indeed permission needs to be granted for even stroking to begin and that being give permission to stroke does not mean that permission to actually cum is granted, that needs to be begged for at the time - how to overcome those things when there is no Mistress or Master i suppose is the thing of dreams - some simple questions - in what position does the slut jack himself off, on his knees - standing - where?? what does the slut wear to jack off? does the slut edge the cock begging for permission to cum each time - or what?? what to do with the cum, i know the slut should be swallowing all he produces, but how, on a plate and lick it off, into a spoon to then sip, a condom so as to catch all the pre cum also - or just in the sluts hand??? should the slut have cbt applied during jacking off - if so what type of cbt - tight cock rings, weights, stretchers, slapping - please do give me some answers to my questions - please Sirs? | ||
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