vanae2's blog post - Strong Black Tranny

Sunday, August 19, 2007, 9:15:27 PM

But I am soft and have feelings. So when someone said that I'm just a "ugly undersized male in a dress" it hurt me.

Now yes I love the NBN Admin and my community here and the friends and admirers I've met here.

But one comment like that can make a gurl go into hiding. And I haven't posted in awhile, and that comment didn't come from NBN.

So I apoligise to the whole world that I feel the way I do. It took me a long time to come to terms with I have a girl hidden deep inside of me. And "she" Vanessa wants to come out. This is the best forum for me to do that.

I dream of an interment camp/island that they would ship us freaks off to. So that we could have all the fun being who we really are in our hearts. LOL

I really wished that I could be like a normal person. A normal man.

But hell, I really love and can't wait to buy new heels, an outfit to match, paint my fingers and toes pretty take pics showing it off...in hopes that I can find someone who appreciates me and enjoy and make me more of a sissy and who will encourage me to be more sissy than male. Because I feel more comfortable just being me than pretending everyday to asemulate to society's roles.

I do embrass my sissyness. You see this in my pics. I love being skinny "undersized male" with a fat beer belly. Oh and I've learned how to tuck in my belly like my clitty...LOL

I'm too skinny to be a man, too fat (belly) to be a sexy gurl, no boobies, and I love other tgirl and trannies...more than men, and I'm mostly a Dom with sub fantasies....And I'm a black tgirl....and closeted....a virgin..but I like to fuck and suck too...my clitty is too big to sub...and my tendancies is for fem lovers....and I don't want boobies....okay so it's a fantasy.

How can I ever find a lover. ?????

Except that I do know that there are others out there JUST LIKE ME. Looking for me. I guess that guys say that Tranny's are more screwed up than GG's..lol

My real insides is coming out. Men who are just like females who make females jeolous...

Because I love to look pretty, be sexy, but am a Dommy Mistress type. Still looking for my playmate here at home.

Vanessa Renae

Comments

Others Have Said:

robx40 on 7-Oct-07 14:56:04

Vanessa, you are not ugly, you are a nice person, it´s not important as a men or a wife or a tgirl...the most important think is the feeling from your heart and soul...

just me,
luv rob

if you want see a picture from me, so you could find it at my yahoo360-page:

http://de.360.yahoo.com/faktor50

would be happy if you meet me there...;-)

Gaytor on 22-Dec-07 20:36:33

I've visited your pics several times. You are not ugly, you're very sexy, and I thank you for sharing yourself with NBN. Mike

dougf1444 on 23-Dec-07 16:51:33

im dealing with same issues.society is so hateful.to much hatred and discrimination but to truely happy u have to be you

horny12 on 16-Jul-08 15:10:41

have to say you are not ugly, and all those idiot who are saying that you say fuck off. you have your life and live it like you wont, you are very pretty and sexy, so injoiied.

vanae2 on 9-May-09 19:52:41

I thank you all for your kind words, you are truely sweethearts.

trainmeard on 18-Jul-09 9:17:02

ugly undersized??? wow i think you put most girls to shame. if i was ever in your hood id hook u up love to get freacky with u all night xx

hard dave on 29-May-10 7:53:44

Vanessa i would love you to be my Mistress you could use me in any way you want to you really are gorgeous

cocklovercd on 21-Jan-14 3:04:35

Hi Vane you are a pretty sexy lovely ladyboy i have have bee collecting youu pictures fora couple of years now so don;t let the haters get you down i will aleay be here for you i was just in San Francisco in September sorry i missed you i could just suck your cock and toes while you get hard and fuck me when your raedy Love and kisses James/Monica