Its now Friday night , and I can hardly sleep because tomorrow my fantasy of sucking a guy off and letting him orgasm and ejaculate into my mouth , will hoprfully come true , no one in my family or friends know that I harbour these dedires , and lately I have been buying lacy panties and stockings ,
I hope he turns up .

By now I have been thinking all week about having a guy cum in my mouth ,
would he turn up , or would the weather stop me from going .
would it be as good as the fantasy a had woven around it ,
one thing was for sure , I would soon be finding out ,
My next blog will be the one that tells you my gurl friends what happened ,
It is fantastic that I can share this with all of you ,
I had been wanting to do this for years , and I want to thank you all for reading my true story x x x

Although it seemed like a big let down at the time , it let me think about what was going to happen later that week ,
so it turned out to be a good thing ,
Think about it ?
I had been dreaming of this for years , and now I knew when snd where it was going to become a reality!
As the week passed the feeling just got stronger
And boy , was I looking forward to Saturday ! .

The following Saturday , I was in the cubicle getting my btearh back , The reason for that was because the toilets wejre situated in a village nearbye , and I had to cycle up a steep hill .

As I was sitting , I was looking at fhe floor when I heard a noise , so I looked up , and to my surprise and delight , an erect penis was pointing at me ,
I thought , now is my chance , make this fantasy come true ,
I had been dreaming of this for 25 years at least !

So on my knees I aproached this stiff cock, can you imagine for one minute the excitement I was feeling , my heart was beating that fast , I could hardly breath.

so at first I started to stroke it , then I kissed it , very nervously .
I got a bit braver and opened my mouth and slowly slid it into my mouth ,
It felt really nice , so I started to suck it and wank it at the same time , the guy started to moan in pleasure , and I was in heaven myself .
So I wanked his cock and sucked harder , his cock started to get even stiffer and I knew he was going to cum ,
But at the last minute he took it out of my mouth , and finished off by hand outdide the door ,
god it was such a let down , it really was .
As he started to walk away I said , same time next week , but cumin my mouth , I want to swallow your load , he said ok , and left , and shortly after so did I .
A big let down .

So , the following week , I was there ready and waiting , the guy from the previous week came in , and exposed himself to me , he walked over to the door , but I did not open it , I was however naked!
And he wached while I stroked my cock , it was an incredible turn on , another guy looking at me ,
I so wanted to open the door and suck that cock , make him cum in my mouth , but I was not brave enough , so he stood there inches from me , and wanked off and spurted his load .

a few more guys came in and out , and then another guy , wearing
Panties walked over , bent over and was stroking his bottom , I pushed my erect penis through the hole and he started sucking it ,
wow it felt so good , I was that turned on thst I was not far from ejaculating into his mouth , he stopped and asked me to open the door , and said if I did , he would let me cum in his mouth .
But because I was new to this and a scaredy cat , I would not do it ,
so with me watching through the hole he wanked off and spurted his load .
when I went home I was really annoyed with myself , I said to myself , do you want this fantasy to come true or not !
How are you ever going to know what it feels like to have a cock spurt into your mouth if you are to scared to do it !
but little did I know of what was to happen the following week ,
does my fantasy come true ,
you will have to wait and see , and by the way , everything I am posting on here is the truth .and thank you very much for reading.
I am hoping to get 2000 views on my profile , please help me ,
thank you x x x

So I was out for another bike ride , and needed a pee, I was at a village nearby and found some public toilets .
I went into a cubicle and noticed two things , a large round hole in the door "a gloryhole ,
I did not know at that time what it was , or what it was used for .
and the second thing I noticed wasthat scribbled all over the walls were notes , stories.
so after I had a pee I peeped through the hole , guys would come in , pee , then go out ,
But one guy could obviously see from my shadow that I was watching him ,
so he turned and exposed his erect penis and a large set of saggy balls ,
His balls were swinging and swaying as he masturbated,
you have to femember that I had never seen anything like this before .
So I watched and he wanked faster , then moaned as his cum spurted ,
I only wish I had the courage to open the door and kneel in front of him ,
So after he ejaculated he left .
but I was happy , because I had now found a place , where , if I was brave enough , I could make my dream come true ,
I went home and wanked off , thinking about what I had seen and had a fantastic orgasm .
and started to look forward to going there again .
and yes , afterwards the guilt .

Eventually events lead me to be in the right time and place , my fantasy was coming nearer to being reality.
I was out for a ride on my bike , but at this time I was in my forties,

needed to go for a pee , so called into some public toilets not far from where I live , the first thing I noticed wss a hole in one of the doors , and the second thing was all the little notes scribbled on the wall !

I was out for a ride on my bike , and found some old empty sheds, I would be in my early teens ,
There was a book on this old table , it contained pictures of two men , I had never seen anything like it .the year would be around 1966 , I would be 13 or so .
various pictures my favorite was rhe guy kneeling with his mouth open , and the other guy , naked , standing in front of him , I took my cock out and wanked like crazy , after I orgasmed I took the book home with me , and hid it , I enjoyed lots of orgasms , but still the feelings of guilt would wash over me .

I mentioned to my wife the fantasy I had , and she was ok about it, I would talk about it while we made love telling her I would love to suck a nice cock as I came inside her wss a real thrill,

Eventually we got divorced lol, and no ,it was not in relation to my fantasy .
But if you want something bad enough , you will find a way of achieving your aim !

eventually cicumstances conspired and I found myself in the position of makiing my fantasy , come true ,
but , would I be brave enough?

I started to have fantasies about other men in my early teens , I would masturbate and orgasm , dreaming of giving oral sex to another guy ,
But the problem for me was, that I was raised as a catholic , and sex or anything to do with it was never ever mentioned , so o had no one to talk to.
it was not an easy time for me , and I started tonthink I was gay .

but as time went by I had girlfriends , and got married .
but my fantasy still remained to torment me .