Im a "anything goes" type sissy. Rampant sex drive, unfortunately married and sexless. To give you an idea what she's like, she went through my phone...yeah. She also fucked on me cause she knew I wouldn't do anything about it. Her and the guy would laugh at my pics that she had of me dressed in her panties and bra that she found in her camera that I used to take the pictures with. I forgot to delete them. I had a friend over and I was sucking his cock. I was in my wife's lingerie with my fuck buddy in bed. And another one with my friend behind me fucking me in my pussy. I can't help that I'm a sissy. The older boy who told me that I was a sissy gurl when he had me in his house naked. I liked being naked for him. It was fun!! He taught me what I was, and taught me to suck his cock. He fucked me four times and I sucked his cock three times. He taught me about this "cum" stuff that was real thick. I liked it, YUM!! But he had me wear lil panties and a lil bra. It was his little sister's panty and bra. I was a natural sissy he said. I had a smooth clitty that was tiny. With my long blonde hair, I did look like a real girl. He kissed me and sucked my lil stiffie and my nipples on my chest which I liked him doing. I was sore after he fucked me. My babysitter was his friend. She looked at me when I went home. She had some sauve that she carried in her purse. She put that on my raw pussy hole. She bathed me first to get all of his sperm out of me. She fed me and put me to bed. When I got up in the morning, she returned. I wanted to go back over to the older boys house. But she said wait till he comes over to get you. He shows up and she lays into him. She told him if your going to fuck this six yr old, at least use lube. So, he won't be so raw...My pussy didn't hurt cause she put the sauve on me. I spent my day sucking his cock. But he did fuck me after he put the panties and bra back on me. He told me that my bottom smelled like a girls did when he fingered my bottoms hole. Then he asked if anyone ever called me a girl? I shook my head yes. WHO said it?? My father I said. He even knows your a gurl. Don't let them know that you know he told me. My penis was smooth. It was called a clit. I had no balls in my sac. My bottoms hole was called a pussy. Older boys and men will like it and will enjoy fucking it he said. I didn't know what he really said. But I have a pussy and a clit. I am a sissy gurl. He had me repeat over and over again "I am a sissy gurl. I have a pussy and a clit. I will let older boys and men do anything to me that they want to. I won't say a word to them. I will do what they say to do". I repeated that as the older boy was sucking on me. I liked that alot! I sucked off all of his friends during the course of the summer. They ALL fucked me. I LIKED their cocks. I sucked and was fucked by a lot of them. A few men fucked me too. I wore my panties and my bra for them. They took my panties off of me. I did what they told me to do. I was fucked alot. I liked being naked for them. I would kiss them. They would touch me all over I liked that too. I even got my picture in a magazine with others my age. Two guys came to his house and I did as they told me to do. One had a big camera and he took lots of pictures of me wearing my panties and bra, and some of me naked. Both fucked me. They took turns with me and taking pictures of me doing what they told me to do. I sat naked on the guys huge hard cock when they were naked. They liked me!! About seven months later, the older boy and me sat on the sofa looking at my and others pictures on this magazine. I know that I've been fucked at least four hundred times. I liked being a sissy gurl. And I like cock, cum, and being treated like a sissy. But I screwed up. I got married. It wasn't long though before she figured out that I just wasn't a homosexual, but a homosexual CD sissy gurl.