So for the last few months I have been going to the Adult Book Store (ABS) in Providence in hopes of meeting another CD. So far I have met 1 CD who unfortunately did not attract me. There was just something about his very aggressive nature that turned me off. The side benefit, outside of watching some porn is the whole see and be seen thing. I must admit that I truly love a man watching me jerk off in my lingerie. I think I would pass out if I ran into a real woman that wanted to watch. I also get to play here and there with real cocks. So far this summer I have played with several and managed to get two men to cum for me. I am really trying to build up the courage to suck a strangers' cock to climax.

Yesterday was on of those trips. I wore a light blue ladies cotton top, olive green ladies shorts and underneath I wore a matching sheer mesh bra and matching thong. Here is a picture of the bra and panty set paired with my new favorite garter belt. [photo missing] The whole outfit is so overtly female that anyone looking at me can tell I am a CD. The top has no collar and buttons alone the neck line meant to look like it is open to show a little cleavage. The sleeves are rolled and there is a seam down the front center so that there is not mistaking it for a tee shirt. The bra also creates those tell tale lumps and bumps that outline it under the top. Those lumps and bumps I usually try to hide but don't when going to the ABS.

After walking around the lingerie section to see if there was anything new and pretty I purchased a pass to the video booth area. Some days there is no one there but me. Yesterday there was one occupied booth when I got there. I entered the adjoining booth to find a video already running. I switched the channel to some trans porn and peeked through the glory hole. There I found a older gentlemen cock in hand. After a minute or two I decided to see a little more and turned on the "buddy window". For those of you not familiar with a buddy window it is a large plexiglass window that can be made transparent with the flip of a switch. Not sure but I think it has something to do with lighting. Anyway I turn on the buddy widow to find that he had also turned it on and we could see each other. I stood up and undid my shorts to show him my panty covered cock as I wanted to gage his reaction. When he sat up slightly I new he was at least interested and I took it as my invitation to join him in his booth.

When I walked in hew just smiled and continued to jerk off. I undid my shorts and let them down and showed him the matching bra. His cock was very average but nice and hard so I began to rub and caress it to see what he would do. I spent a few minutes jerking him off while he played with my sissy boobs in my bra. He then started to jerk me off so I stood up. I stood there while he jerked the both of us off and after a few minutes he climaxed. He left and I spent some qauilty time with my right hand before leaving.

Yesterday I had the chance to go to the local Adult Book Store. As always I wore all ladies clothing. A olive green tee shirt and kaki shorts, Underneath I wore a black mesh matching bra and panty set. I just love the looks I get when people realize that I am dressed in women's cloths. Anyway I head to the video booths in hopes of finding a playmate. Things are slow at first but after a few minutes the door opens. The older gentleman looks in and decides I am not for him. A few more minutes and the door opens again and a nice middle aged guy enters the booth. A little chubby but clean. He sees me there with my shorts undone and my cock in my hand and immediately opens his pants and pulls them down. He took his cock and started to stroke it. It was at that moment I realized that he was already hard as a rock and that he couldn't have been anymore than 3 inches. I had hoped to find a nice clean shaved cock to suck as I have been building up the courage to give my first ABS blow job but he was so small I just couldn't bury my face into his chubby hairy belly. On the plus side he loved my bra and panty and I got a nice blow job.

Oh well maybe next week.

Well here we are in late August. Labor Day is just around the corner and shortly after that we are back to our busy season at our business. It is great to start making some money again but my time as Amanda becomes less frequent and I do miss Lord Gregory visiting for lunch on my day off. Having said that there are still a few weeks of fun left and I plane on making the most of them.

Two week ago I stopped at the local Walmart to shop on my way home from work. There I found this really cute green and white striped dress from No Boundaries. I could not resist buying it along with two new bra and panty sets from Sofia Intimates. As I made my way to the self serve register there was a store clerk waiting to assist any customers that needed help. As I started to walk by she remarked that the dress didn't look like my size. Normally I get embarrassed and say something dumb like you never know. This time however I stopped turned towards her and held the dress I to my chest and said I don't know I think it will fit. She just smiled and gave a little laugh as if to say yea that is what I thought the dress is for you. Of course there was no hiding it as I had the two bra and panty sets in one hand. At almost the same moment a second woman started past and she said pretty that is a good color for you. I turned to her and said I think so as well. She also gave that I know laugh and smile.

One of the reasons my wife has me do all my shopping in person and not on line is so that these kinds of encounters happen. She is looking to humiliate me in this very subtle way as a means of reinforcing my submissive sissy nature. I must admit that each time it happens I get a little bolder with the interaction. The first time it happened I turned bright red and made some dumb remark about a birthday present for a girlfriend and scurried off to pay. I so love these encounters. Humiliating and exciting all at the same time. Here is the dress and the two new bra and panty sets.

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This week I once again had the time to visit the adult book store. For the most part I have been wearing ladies shorts that easily be men's along with a ladies tee shirt. I have a pair of ladies Teva type sandals and I wear a thong and carry a matching bra in my pocket. This week was a little different. I wore a pink ladies tee shirt along with what was very obviously ladies olive green shorts. Underneath I wore a pink and white flowered thong and a pink triangle bra. When I arrive I always poke around the lingerie which they sell to the local exotic dancers to see if there is anything I would like. This week was no different and I spotted a white nightie that was slit to the busty line on both legs in the front. I also spotted a thong that I thought would look nice with a bra I purchased a few weeks back from HSIA.

Before purchasing them I spent 40 minutes or so in the video booth area watching armature transsexuals give guys blow jobs. I always get so horny and I must admit I couldn't keep my hand off my little sissy cock. After about 35 minutes I heard someone in the adjoin booth. I could see him looking through the glory hole and I showed him my pink bra. He left the booth without starting a movie but did not come to me so I thought he wasn't interested . With that I finished off a big load and started out. Just as I was leaving however he opened the door. I know it was stupid but for me the moment had passed and I didn't stick around. To bad he wasn't your average guy in there. he was clean cut in a dress shirt and dress slacks. Had he opened the door a few moments earlier I might have gotten a mouth full.

After my little session in the video booth area I headed back to the lingerie department were I picked up the nightie and thong and headed for the counter to pay. When I finished paying the very attractive young lady who help me looked at me and said by the way I just wanted to say I really like your shorts. Twice in two weeks the sales clerk had giving me the knowing wink that she knew what I had was for me and not some girlfriend.

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I don't know what it is about these encounters where I am so clearly outed to total strangers that I enjoy and even crave so much. I think there is some deep seeded need to be discovered by the world for what I so clearly want to be. Some day it will go to far and it will be a disaster but until then I am going to enjoy every encounter as much as I can.

Stay cool and enjoy the remainder of the summer!

Summer continue to pass and I continue to have time to be Amanda. Although nothing much has happened. Although Lady Colleen continues to allow me to go the Adult Book Store (ABS) on my afternoon off and Lord Gregory continue to visit for lunch the next day before I return to work. For the past few weeks however I have been alone at the ABS. This has resulted in a few very lonely loads of cum on the floor. As a part of my femininization Lady Colleen requires that I wear all female clothing when I go. As she says "It must be clear that you are a little sissy fagot when you walk in the door." I really don't mind because I am there in hopes of meeting someone who will let me play with their cock or watch me jerking off. I just love the hole exhibitionism thing and I am trying to build up the courage to do more than just touch another guy.

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So this is a picture from last Thursday's trip to the ABS. I wore the white bra and thong panty under the pink tee shirt and shorts. Everything I had on including the sandals were ladies clothing. I didn't wear the stockings or do my hair and makeup. That is a concession to the moderator here who won't approve the picture if I don't look fem enough. I had been chatting with someone here in the video chat and had hope he would show up. He had requested the white bra and panty but I chose the pink tee shirt as a way for him to spot me. Alas he did not show . I think he is very nervous about the whole thing but is dying to try it out. Maybe a few more chats here and it will happen. Prior to going to the ABS I stopped in Target, wearing my pink tee shirt, shorts, bra and thong, to pick up a couple of skirts, one pink and one blue plaid. I had purchased them the week before but they were to big. Here is the pink one.

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Both skirts had a security tag on them so I couldn't use the self check out. I know the lady at the register recognized me from the week before when she took the security tags off the same two skirts in the self checkout. This week wearing a pink tee shirt. with my bra straps showing under the tee shirt, it was more than obvious to her that I was buying the skirts for myself. I don't know about anyone else but it is always a rush for me to be outed in this way. When I got to the ABS I poked around the lingerie area for a while. I had told the person I was hoping to meet to look for me there. When he didn't show I purchased this new teddy. I just love the heart in the back over my sissy but.

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After putting the package in the car I went back into the store and purchased a pass to the adult video booth area. The clerk, who was this cute little gay boy, just looked at me and said of course that is why you are here. Like I get it you want to give head dressed in your girly cloths. Another wink wink nod nod I know you are a sissy fagot and I could feel my panties getting wet. Then it was off to the video booths for what would be a very lonely hour. I think this coming week I will try the other ABS in town to see if there is any more activity there.

When I got home I changed into full Amanda mode. The pink plaid skirt with the pink camisole top made a nice outfit for what was a very hot evening. In the morning I got to try on the new bras and panties from HSIA that I purchased a few weeks prior. I am having so much fun buying 42 DD bras to wear with my new fake boobs. I love the more voluptuous look they give me. What do you think? Like the bigger bust?

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After taking pictures to post here I spent the better part of two hours chatting here on NTN. I have started to develop a few regulars who come to watch me jerk off. Bulgelvr is top of the list. Maybe someday he will actually get on cam or post a picture so I can see what he looks like. There are a few others I see on a regular basis but Bulgelvr is the only one who is consistently there to watch. I also open a second webpage called Flingster. It is a random chat room and you get paired with people who are interested in the same things as you. Cuck, cuckold and CD seems to attract dominant men looking to have sexy with my wife, but when they hang around to watch "her sissy hubby" jerk off they tend to treat me like the online slut I like to be. Between NTN and Flingster it is a wonder I am able to edge for 90 minutes. In the end I have one heck of a cum show for people to watch. Maybe that is why Bulgelvr keeps coming back. I think this week I will try to video that portion of the days events.

This whole routine has become very comfortable for me. I am surprised at how calm I feel walking around in public wearing female clothing without doing my hair and makeup. It is almost to the point that I just don't give a shit if you figure it out. In fact I love it when strangers do figure it out. I love watching the reaction. Some you can tell are disgusted but other are genuinely intrigued by it. My favorites are the ones who are willing to engage you. More than one woman has said something to me with a smile on her face.

Until my next entry!!

So this weekend has been very busy with the July 4th holiday and all. I do hope everyone enjoyed it as much as I did.

I had a day off from work last week that was uneventful. I have been working on buying new bra and panty sets in a 42DD. Much to Lady Colleen's displeasure I have had to resort to online shopping due to the utter lack of anything pretty in the local department stores. Although I keep looking I have been unable to find much of anything to even choose from in that size. A little odd when I think about it as the American public is on the larger side so what are all those fat women wearing? Just a curious side thought. I picked up this set, which came through Bare Necessities, at the post office while out running errands.

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After finishing my errands I once again headed to the Adult Book Store (ABS) in Providence. I had on a ladies black tee shirt, kaki ladies shorts, this pretty bra and panty set below (no stockings or garter belt) and a pair of ladies sandals. I would show you the outfit but apparently the site rules which call for photos to be in "Female Attire" means lingerie, dresses or a skirt and blouse. Just because the shorts and tee shirt are laterally "Female" apparently does not matter to some moderator. Any way enough of that little rant. The store was dead and I ended up spending all most an hour by myself in a video booth.

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I then headed home where I spent the evening drinking a bottle of wine. I changed into this pretty turquois dress. This dress is from the No Boundaries Junior Miss collection from Walmart. I so love wearing clothing intended for the teen girl market.

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In the morning Lady Colleen headed to work and left me a note on the counter. She explained that she is thinking about lending me out as a sissy maid to friends. She instructed me to take pictures of each of my three sissy maids uniforms to help her and Lord Gregory decide I f I was truly ready to serve outside of the home.

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I so love the short black and white uniform. Very traditional French maid look that shows the tops of my stockings. I am looking forward to hearing the answer as I think I might enjoy serving another person.

Well that is all for the week and yes Lord Gregory stopped by for his usual lunch date of Friday!

Last weekend was super busy so I didn't get a chance to write an entry in this blog. No big deal nothing of any real interest happened anyway. This week again I had Thursday off. I was super excited to get to the post office as I knew there would be a package there for me to pick up. I got home from work around 12 noon did my chores and started a load of wash. From there I headed up stairs to change. I put on a pink tee shirt, kaki shorts, a pair of sandals and of course under it all I was wearing a matching red bra and panty set. If not for the bra lines you might just think I am a guy confident enough to wear a pink tee shirt. I always wonder just how many people notice the bra lines which are especially visible from the back. It is a little thrill to know I am exposed. Hopefully the monitor will approve the picture (didn't the first time) so I can post it for you to see.

Off to the post office where I picked up my package. Lady Colleen was kind enough to let me order 2 bra and panty sets from HSIA. I recently purchased a new set of false breasts that are meant for a 42 DD bra. I can not believe how hard it is to purchase a pretty bra in larger sizes. Seems like the department stores carry things up to 40 D but get bigger and it just looks like something utilitarian and not very sexy. Here is the gray set.

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I also got a black lace set. Given that I couldn't decide between the thong panty and the bikini panty I got both. I posted side by side pictures of both on my pictures page. So far it seems the thong is more popular. What do you think? Thong or bikini?

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After the post office I went to Walmart to pick up prescription drugs. A quick stroll through the intimates department found nothing exciting so I headed out. I decided to stop at Burlington Coat as they carry larger size bras. No luck there either. I was just about to leave the mall area when I decided to stop at Kohls. Usual expensive but I have found some pretty matching set there in the past. I strolled around the intimates department for a while when I spotted a black lace bra from Bali. I felt that twitch in my panties, you know what I mean ladies, and had to get it. There was a line at the check out so I got to stand there for 10 minutes or so before reaching the check out counter to pay. It can always be an adventure standing there holding a bra especially since I was dressed in all ladies clothing. I placed the bra on the counter and the clerk looked at me. She said this is $48, you know if you get another one it is half off the second bra. I simply smiled and said I didn't see anything else I thought she would like. It was at the moment the clerk realized the bra was for me and what I was wearing. I again felt the twitch in my panties. What do you think?

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From Kohls I was off to the adult book store. I get so excited walking in dressed completely in women's clothing. The anticipation of someone watching me masturbate in my lingerie really excites me and after the encounter at Kohls I was so ready to watch and be watched. I made a quick pass through the lingerie they have for sale. That was when I caught this cute clean looking gentlemen head for the video booths. I took about a minute before I followed him. I took a quick look around and figured out what booth he had gone into and I garbed the open booth next door. So bummed when I tried to start a video and it didn't work. Oh well a quick peek through the glory hole and I found something better anyway. I watched for a minute or so and decided to see if the door to his booth was unlocked. As I walked around to the door to one of the booths was open slightly. Out of curiosity I took a peek and found two guys going at it. I made my way to the booth to find that the door was unlocked. I opened it and looked in. He motioned for me to join him and I did.

He sat there with a smile on his face stroking his cock. He was nice and hard and about 6 inches long. Nothing spectacular but you could tell he was really enjoying himself. I undid my shorts and let them fall to the floor. When he looked over he just said cute panties. I then took off my tee shirt so that I was standing there in just a bra and panties. It always makes me so horny to have guys looking at me in my pretty underwear. I then reached over and began to stroke his cock. He was dripping loads of precum and my hand began to slide up and down the shaft with ease. He must have been really excited because after just a few minutes he pulled back like he was going to cum and didn't want to. I let him rest for a second and began again. This time I said you now you want to cum for me daddy so let it go. 30 seconds later he started to cum. And that is the story about how I made my first guy cum at the adult books store.

He got up and left but let the video continue to play. There was another 50 minutes of time that he had paid for so I sat down and began to pleasure myself. 20 minutes or so of listening to the two guy go at it behind me and I was ready. When they finished one of the two guys took up residence in the booth next to me. He was very aggressive reaching thought the glory hole up to his elbow. That made me a little nervous and I pushed his hand away. With that he left and I was alone. Another 20 minutes of edging and the door on my booth opened again. In walked an older gentleman who smiled and said hello. I had put my tee shirt back on so that when he looked down he saw my hard little sissy clitty exposed from my thong. He then reached over and began to cup my breast, Is it a pretty bra? Do you like that sissy? Oh my it was more than I could take as he began to stroke my cock I exploded almost immediately. He looked a little disappointed and said that was quick. I apologized, noting I had been jerking off for an hour. With that I left and the adventure was over.

I went home got changed into a jean skirt and camisole top and made dinner.

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Yes for those interested Lord Gregory showed up the next day. His preference was for the new black lace set with the thong form HSIA. As always I greeted him at the door dressed in the requested lingerie sissy cock in its cage. I would tell you about the rest but seems like you all now what happened so I won't bore you with the details.

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Until next week ladies!

So a short entry this week. Nothing crazy or unusual this week. Had my day off on Thursday and was allowed to play as Amanda. Again this week I went to the adult book store. A couple of people I have been chatting with here new where and when and I would be there and I was hopeful that I might get to play a little in person but no one showed. There was a one person in the booth next door and he was happy to suck my little clitty but I wanted to play as well and he was uncooperative. In the end I watched a video for 45 minutes and eventually climaxed by my self. To bad I had on this pretty matching blue bra and panty set.

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I did get to purchase a new nightie at the ABS. It is a maroon satin with crisscrossing straps in the back and has slits to up to my hips on both thighs. I along with Lord Gregory thought it was extremely sexy. This particular ABS has a nice selection of lingerie that caters to the local exotic dancer crowd and to me the nightie screamed exotic dancer in between sets.

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After seeing the new nightie Lord Gregory asked that I be dressed in a short sheer nightie for his visit on Friday. I went through my closet I was a astounded at the number of baby doll nighties I have. The collection must exceed 50 nighties. I am addicted to buying them! I took several pictures for Lord Gregory and Lady Colleen to choose from. Lord Gregory choose the new maroon nightie from the adult book store while Lady Colleen choose this strappy navy blue outfit because she knows the open back makes me feel vulnerable.

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I pranced around in the navy blue one for a few minutes then changed into the navy blue one for Lord Gregory. The rest of the day Friday was the same old same old. Lord Gregory showed up promptly at noon and I had fun teasing him. Eventually I got what I wanted from his 8 inch cock.

Going to be another dull week day off this week. Real world commitments mean no trip to the adult book store although I will have an hour or so free to shop a couple of different stores. So one never knows what sexy things I might find. Until next week enjoy being the sissy you are!

This past week I had Thursday afternoon and Friday morning off. I had received a message from Lord Gregory that there would be a package for me at the post office and I should stop to pick it up on my way home. In fact there were two packages. The first package was from Walmart. Lady Colleen has decided she likes the way sissy looks in the green zebra striped mesh bra with matching thong from Walmart and she has purchased for me several new color combinations. I took pictures of all 6 for Lord Gregory to choose from on Friday. The pictures are posted here. Lord Gregory choose the black with cherries set. He thought the wild cherry theme was a very teen slut look.

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The second package was something I have been asking to get for the past year. I think that the breast form I have are two small. Now that I am older and heavier I look to flat chested and have been asking to get a larger set of false boobs to look more feminine. Apparently my pleading with Lady Colleen paid off and I found a new pair of Classique 2005N tear drop breast forms with the nipple in the mail. I have never been so excited to go home and get dressed. They are a size 12 which is a 42 DD. They make a big difference in my bust line. The feeling is hard to describe. The smaller ones are a size 7 which is a 38 C. They look great in the teen/junior miss bras Lord Gregory likes me to wear but under a dress it is had to tell if I have boobs. The new forms give me a feminine curve that I have never had before. The look makes me feel super feminine. The best part is that I don't have any 42 DD bras so I am on a shopping spree for sheer sexy bras with matching panties!! As soon as the picture posts I will add a side by side photo so you can see the difference. I just love the curves they add!

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From there it was the usual house chores. The whole time I was thinking about the new breast forms and my little sissy cock was just dripping with anticipation. When my chores were done I went up stairs to see what Lady Colleen had left if anything for me to wear. On the bed I found a pink ladies tee shirt, ladies shorts and the green zebra stiped bra and panty set from No Boundaries I had worn for Lord Gregory the prior week. Without instructions I changed into the outfit and sent Lady Colleen a picture to show her I had dressed as she wanted. I received a very quick reply form Lady Colleen with the location of the key to my chastity cage along with you have been a good sissy this week you may go to the adult book store to play. This has become a regular thing as of late. Neither Lady Colleen or Lord Gregory are interested in satisfying my sissy sexual desires but both have recognized them and they agree I should have some outlet for those urges.

Off to the Amazing Super Store in Providence. It is a little embarrassing to walk in wearing what is obviously all women's clothing but for the ladies who work there pay no attention. This week when I purchased a pass for the "Arcade" (really just the area with the video booths) as they call it the young lady behind the counter gave me one of those smiles that said I know what you are wearing. She even asked if I wanted any lube. Exciting to know there is a woman standing there looking at you and she knows you are wearing women's clothing and she knows you are going to go jerk off to porn.

To my surprise the booth area was busy. Four of the 8 booths were occupied and porn was playing. I picked a booth with a glory hole sat down and started a movie. To bad there was no one in the adjoining booth. After a few minutes I heard a door open and wanted to see who was there I stopped watching and left my booth. I walked around to find a another gentlemen opening a door to an occupied booth. He looked in and walked away. Apparently not what he was looking for. Not wanted to disturb someone for no reason I took the adjoining booth. Through the glory hole I could see someone with the cutest little cock playing. He was rubbing it as if it were a clit. Honestly he was not much bigger than an inch and it was difficult to tell but I don't think he was hard although he might have been only partially erect. More doors opening and closing so I moved to a new booth to see what I could see. I looked into a second booth through the glory hole to find another older gentlemen sitting with his pants around his ankles and his shirt pulled up. He to was jerking off and while not big he was significantly bigger then gentlemen one.

So I decided to go around and try the door. If unlocked it is the universal sign to come in and join me so when I found the door unlocked I did just that. As I walked in I looked to see what he was watching I found he was watching a guy pond the heck out of a very pretty transsexual. So I smiled and asked him if he was into transsexuals. He smiled and in almost a whisper he said yes. That was all I needed to undo my shorts and take off my tee shirt. I stood there in front of him in just my bra and thong. I smiled and asked what he thought. He must have been very nervous as he did not answer. To break the ice I reached down and began to stroke his cock. After a couple of minutes he started to rub my cock through my panties. I again tried to start conversation by remarking how wet my panties had gotten. He just giggled like a little school girl. I then asked his name. To my surprise he said my name is Ray. So Ray do you dress? No he replied. Do you like this as I rubbed his cock got another one word answer Yes. Are you going to cum for me? Got another one word answer No. At that point I decided to stop asking questions and let him play.

He then stood up and asked me to sit. So I did. He then turned to me as if to have me suck his cock. I know that I talk smack about sucking cock and I do love doing it but I don't ever with someone I just met in the ABS as I am not interested in any transmissions if you know what I mean. A little more jerking each other off and my cock was getting very stiff. Him on the other hand not so much. Guess it is for the best as I am not into sucking flaccid cock. Shortly there after I was back on the prowl looking to see what was going on. The scene had thinned out so I took a booth and left the door unlocked to see. I started a movie lowered my shorts, took off my tee shirt and began to wank away. I quickly climaxed (Lady Colleen's number one complaint about my love making skills) and headed out.

When I got home I changed into a long black dress and tried on my new breast form. I must say I looked and felt much more feminine. The rest of the day was just the usual dinner and bottle of wine. In the morning I got up and took pictures of the six new bra and panty sets Lord Gregory and Lady colleen had purchased. After posting all six (with their approval) I logged into the web cam chat area on this site. I also logged into www.flingster.com and began broadcasting my video feed there. Several guys came and went, some chatting some just watching all while I chatted with several people on Newtransnudes. Here on Newtransnudes I began a private conversation with Daddyo. He is a local (local to RI) CD. I had given him the low down on my trip to the ABS the day before and he was fascinated by what I told him. He finally said god I wish I had been there. We left it with I would be back again this coming Thursday mid afternoon and he should stop by. I told him to say hello Amanda Daddy loves you so that I would know it is him. Getting so excited at the prospect of meeting another CD from this group.

After an hour or so I ran into a guy form Alabama on Flingster. He was fascinated by my outfit and just watched as I played with my hard cock. It has also become common for Lady Colleen to leave me the key so I can play on cam before Lord Gregory arrives for lunch. She and Lord Gregory refer to this as sissies weekly wank. It is a privilege that can and has been be taken away for bad behavior. There is also a hard and fast rule that requires sissy to be cleaned up, in the prescribed outfit and have his chastity cage back on before Lord Gregory arrives at 12 noon. This guy from Alabama watched for almost 20 minutes until it was time for me to get ready for Lord Gregory. I let him and the folks on Newtransnudes watch me finish up my cam session with a nice big load of sissy juice. The rest as they say was routine. Lord Gregory stopped by at 12 noon, I pranced around in the outfit he picked out that morning, I finished him off with a nice blow job and sent him on his way to work. I just love this routine!!

Until next week sissies keep dressing on wearing pretty lingerie, taking pictures and posting them on Newtransnudes.

Oh so sad. So many family events and no time to play as Amanda. Oh well everyday can't be filled with pretty lingerie or can it???

So I got to post a couple of pictures from this past week today. First is the pretty outfit I wore on my day off. It is short and has a sheer flower print layer over a silky slip lining. The dress is a few years old (so little tight) and was purchased at Walmart in the junior miss department. I love how the top of my stockings show when I sit or when the hem line hikes up just a little bit. It always makes me feel more feminine when they are showing. I also love to tease Lord Gregory when he is around by bending over at the waist instead of at the knees. It really gets him going to see my thong covered ass.

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The second picture is of sissy Amanda wearing a teddy from Sofia Intimates. You may recall a few weeks back I posted a video in a black and pink teddy. The lavender version of the teddy came and I took a few pictures to send to Lady Colleen. I begged her to let me make another wanking video to post here. So far no reply but I am hopeful she will answer in the affirmative soon.

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I did have the day off last Wednesday. The pictures I posted were all sent to Lady Colleen and Lord Gregory. They choose the light green lace bra and panty set for me to wear for Lord Gregory's lunch visit. I so love our lunch dates. I was a little surprised that Lord Gregory choose the light green set as he purchased two sets from Sofia Intimates.

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Both of these sheer bralette and matching bikini panty that looked very feminine. Lord Gregory had three additional matching sets to choose from. All three were Auden sets purchased at Target. The maroon set I wore for him several times last summer. Without the false breasts the sheer material shows off my nipples. Lord Gregory really enjoyed shooting his seed all over my little sissy tities several time. I would rather he shoot his cum in my mouth and all over my face but as it should be I have no say.

Well that is enough for today. I hope everyone had an enjoyable sissy weekend.

Being a sissy is so much fun. I so look forward to my day off in the summer when I can play and be Amanda. This past week was no different. I stopped at the local Walmart on my way home and they had a new style of junior miss lacy bra from No Boundaries that went nicely with the new mesh thong also by No Boundaries. My little sissy clitty just quivered in my panties when I spotted the new look. There were four different color combinations and I just had to have one of each. Of course I had to buy the matching thongs as no sissy likes to have miss matched underwear. What would the boys think! My favorite of the new lacy bras.

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When I got home there was a note from Lady Colleen instructing me to go to the PO Box and pick up the mail as she would not have time. When I got to the post office there was a card for a package pick up. I had not been given permission to purchase anything so I just figured it was something for the office. Much to my surprise there were three packages all from Walmart and all for sissy Amanda. One package contained a lavender teddy from Sofia Intimates. It was the same as the black and pink one I had purchased a couple of weeks back just in a different color I had not been able to find. God I hope I get to make another wanking video for Lord Gregory and Bulgelvr. The second package contained two mesh bras from No Boundaries and they matched thongs I had purchased a few weeks back. Lord Gregory liked sissy in the thongs so much he purchased the bras to match as a gift!! Lucky me. The third package contained two bikini panties from Sofia Intimates. When I checked on line there is a matching bra that I hope shows up soon.

After getting home from Walmart I went about doing the few chores I had. I started the wash and cleaned the kitchen and set up the coffee for Friday morning. After my chores were finished I went up stairs to find the black and pink body briefer or teddy on the bed with a pair of thigh high stockings. The note said put these on under your boy cloths and you may go to the Adult Book Store. I was so excited that I could feel my panties getting wet just thinking about the trip. This has become a new thing in the last few weeks. Both Lady Colleen and Lord Gregory have been letting me explore a little more and the booths at the adult book store are one of the places they have been sending me. No wig or makeup just this lingerie under my street cloths.

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When I arrived at the ABS there were a few guys milling around so I decided to head straight to the video booths. When I walked into the room I could hear one of the booths was playing a video. I quickly choose the booth with the adjoining glory hole and started a video. I took off my shirt and dropped my jeans so that I was standing there in my teddy and thigh high stockings. A quick peak through the glory hole found a guy with his pants undone jerking off. He quickly spotted me and stuck his hand through the glory hole. I guess this is the universal signal for can I play with your cock. Not wanting to disappoint I stepped up and he took hold and began to jerk me off. This was fun for a few minutes but I wanted to explore a little. So I changed booths and began to wait and see who else would show up. About 15 minutes latter I heard another person enter the booth area and it wasn't long before there was a cock poking through the glory hole looking for some loving. I have been wanting to suck a nice clean cock and here was a chance. I got down on my knees and began to lick the head of his cock. Then I took the head between my lips and was getting ready to really suck him when I noticed my lips were starting to get numb. I hate that!! I don't know what you have on your dick and I am not keen on sucking a limp cock all day because you have some numbing agent on your dick!! I stopped sucking on him but spent a few minutes jerking him off. To bad he wouldn't even start to get hard. Oh well!! A few more minutes of hanging around and watching videos made me extra horny so I found the booth next to the first guy who was only to happy to suck my little sissy clitty until I came in his mouth. He swallowed the whole load and I left for home.

On Friday morning I began to prepare for Lord Gregory's lunch visit. I took pictures of the four new lace bra and mesh thong panties that I had purchased the day before as well as pictures of the two bras Lord Gregory had gifted with the matching thong panty. I sent all 6 sets of pictures to Lady Colleen and Lord Gregory for their approval. Twenty minutes of debate and poking fun at my tiny useless caged sissy cock and a decision was made. I was to greet Lord Gregory at the front door in the green zebra striped set.

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Lord Gregory arrived at 12 noon sharp. He always very punctual. As he entered the front door he had me spin around so that he could look at me. Such a cute sissy you make!! He then started to take pictures of me. This is not the usual way things go and I began to get nervous about what was happening. Lord Gregory could tell from my demeanor that I was uncomfortable. He just smiled and said why so nervous sissy. I answered truthfully and told him I was nervous about who would be seeing the pictures. He jus smiled and said I have a few friends at the country club who don't believe me when I say my girlfriend is married to a sissy fagot who like to dress in women's underwear. I am sure when they see your picture there will be no more doubts. Something about this threat of humiliation and exposure just turned me into a cock sucking slut and Lord Gregory knew it would. By the time he had eaten lunch and watched me prance around for 15 minutes or so he was so horney and ready that I could see his cock bulging in his pants. Lord Gregory normally take some real effort to get him fully erect and he usually last for 15 minutes or so before cumming in my mouth and all over my face but not Friday. He must have had a early afternoon meeting as he climaxed in about 5 minutes and left me frustrated in my cage looking like a whore. Oh Well such is the life of a cuckold sissy whore.