I see myself in the first place as a man.Some of my fantasies are more female,but not as a woman.Often I see myself through the eyes of a woman.So it seems.Is it just an inner psychological roleplaing or the woman in me ,is it psychic or physic?I like that women take initiative,but for sure,I don't like it to be fucked in my ass.And I don't like to give a man a blowjob. Ironically I sometimes liked the idea of taken by a woman with a strap on.But I liked more their fun than my feeling. But sometimes when I see transgenders I don't feel resistance.I would let them take me and even swallow the slimie mess. I don't have fantasies about that turn me on and I don't feel urged to try it out,but I simply don't feel the resistance as I do in case of men.I experience them as women,though there are many forms and variations of transgender I realise.It's a rather broad spectrum.I don't like men dressed up in lingerie in most cases as well as transvestites and often there are women after an operation,which make me feel uneasy.Of course such can happen with 'natural' women as well.It's all natural as a simple twist of nature.Sometimes I have some doubts about my nature as well,When I was about 14 my development was slow ans I got some hormones,but nobody can tell me anymore if there was more.Anyhow I have never had any regrets about that ugly little thing down under that gave me a lot of pleasure and relief.Of age and grown fatter it became smaller and smaller and more difficult to come with less joy and relief.Anyhow,I never would have been an elegant woman and my personal opinion is,that it's the best to accept yourself as you are shaped and for me that never has been a problem.Once a tenniscoach and fysiotherapist remarked "You are just like a girl.Everything in your body moves" but probably I am just a fat man with a little penis and is it just a matter of hormons coming of age,that it becomes hard to come.I have always had pretty hairy legs.A friend just said he got hair on his legs when I was young and I wondered since I always had hair on my legs,but my mother explained that he meant hair between his legs.Sometimes I would like to do an analysis of my DNA if I had enough momey to spend.Of course there are many variations in nature,but sometimes I doubt.For example about homosexuality.I am prone to believe that it's only social choice behaviour in most cases.Anyhow,it's a free choice and people have to be free to live according to their nature or identity.See more on NN and Selfienudes under this name.