i have been trying to answer that question for a while - what do i call myself, there seems to be so many names out there - cock slut - sissy - faggot - cross dresser - tv - gay - bi - slut - bitch - slave -
just where do i fit in - i do know a few things - first off that i am attracted to women in a loving relationship kind of way, i am not looking for that from a man, however - i am very attracted to both sexes in a power exchange way, wishing to turn over control to a Master, Mistress or both and be used -
i do so enjoy and get so aroused by wearing womens lingerie, yet i do not wish to go out dressed as a woman, wearing them underneath my regular clothing - yes - lounge around the house in them - yes - but i have no desire to wear make up, dresses, and really even a bra - i will wear one at the dictates of a Master or Mistress - but its not something i desire -
i dream of being used by a man, submitting to him in all ways according to my limits - i wish to suck cock, get fucked by cock - worship cock - i never have and its always been a latent thing within me - wanting to do so - now more than ever - i do view that as a sexual thing - power exchange and nothing more -
i do dream of bondage - discipline - the paddle - perhaps the crop - being collared and bound - being used for the pleasure of a Master or Mistress - explore my limits in that -
so what am i - i think i am a submissive cross dressing cock slut slave
if you have thoughts on this i would very much like to hear them
thank you Sirs for taking the time to read my blog
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